I need to but..

[Sorrygoodbye]

I'm venting. I need to catch the bus. Things are not getting better. I really don't foresee them getting better. I have never attempted. I don't know why I can't just take the chance to try this. I am broken beyond repair and this world is no place for me. I have encountered so many cold hearts this year and let down in unimaginable ways. There is nothing in this world for me. How can I just take that last step then?

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand it is painful when things are hopeless. It really is horrible being alive. Of course suicide is very difficult as even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. I believe in my case I will be able to go through with it when I reach a point of desperation, and the pain of living gets too much, it will be a feeling deep down that it is time to leave. I do think though that if suicide was easier I would already be gone. I wish you the best, whatever happens.

 

[Sorrygoodbye]

I understand it is painful when things are hopeless. It really is horrible being alive. Of course suicide is very difficult as even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. I believe in my case I will be able to go through with it when I reach a point of desperation, and the pain of living gets too much, it will be a feeling deep down that it is time to leave. I do think though that if suicide was easier I would already be gone. I wish you the best, whatever happens.

Thank you for the kind words.