Help I Need some indication and help.

[Isar]

Hello Guys.

I'm a guy,28 years old with a long story of domestic violence since when i was 16 years old on my mom by my father.I'm not here to tell all my story because It s very long.I want just say that after all this period i'm sufferyng by depression but the most important is that i dont feel anymore emotions, nothing,just apatheia. I'm very tired to survive with a healthy body but with a dead soul.I want to know if there is any method to cover my suicide as a natural death? I'm diabetici,type 1 i have access at the insulin but i dont know if it's a risky method because i want to be sure to not survive. I can't hang myself or shoot myself because i dont have a gun. Any advice will be very useful to me.

I've been looking for a site like this for a long time, I'm grateful to have found it.

Thanks and Sorry for my english.

 

[Soul]

Heya @Isar - this is a good place to find, so I'm glad you found it but sorry you needed to. The Compilation of Resources near the top of the forum is the best place to start. Let us know how we can help.

 

[Isar]

Thanks Soul. I just want a painless death and not traumating methods for the person who has to find me. I can have access at drugs like : lamotrigine,venlafaxina,clonazepam and my dose of Insulin. Please,every day is a Nightmare for me, i just need a solution to end this sick life.

 

[goldenrods]

i know there's ways a diabetic can ctb "accidentally" but i don't know specifically. you can try looking into N & take it while hypoglycemic i suppose ? make it look like your blood sugar dropped & couldn't get back up.

HOWEVER if an autopsy is performed it will show up that you ctb & it wasn't an accident

 

[HereToday]

If you look in the resources thread, under the section 'books' you will find the peaceful pill handbook. It has a chapter on insulin

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I am so sorry for all your suffering that you've gone through.

 

[k75]

I'm also diabetic, and my original method was going to be insulin OD. I've ruled it out because it's very unreliable, but even now I wish I could make it work. I have a fridge full of insulin, and it seems so easy at first.

But I'm sure you've been low before, right? It's not fun. It's physically uncomfortable, but it's also hard to control how you react. Some people get super aggressive and black out, like they're on hard drugs. You might accidentally abort the attempt and get help, or do something that gets the cops called on you without even realizing. And it can hurt. You get so sick long before you're low enough to go into a coma, and your body will fight you and try to get carbs at all costs.

You might find these threads helpful. I'm too tired to say it all again right now, but I made a post in one that explains why I don't think it's a good idea.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/insulin.25050/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/insulin-overdose.25332/

 

[Isar]

I'm also diabetic, and my original method was going to be insulin OD. I've ruled it out because it's very unreliable, but even now I wish I could make it work. I have a fridge full of insulin, and it seems so easy at first.

But I'm sure you've been low before, right? It's not fun. It's physically uncomfortable, but it's also hard to control how you react. Some people get super aggressive and black out, like they're on hard drugs. You might accidentally abort the attempt and get help, or do something that gets the cops called on you without even realizing. And it can hurt. You get so sick long before you're low enough to go into a coma, and your body will fight you and try to get carbs at all costs.

You might find these threads helpful. I'm too tired to say it all again right now, but I made a post in one that explains why I don't think it's a good idea.

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/insulin.25050/

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/insulin-overdose.25332/

Yes i know all this stuff. It's not a good method because we are diabetics and we don't synthesize insulin,so basicaly when the insulin it's finish in your body you just wake up. The correct method,is for me, by injecting into the vein costantly like a couple of days.I really want use another e sicure method.

 

[LADY007]

Hello Guys.

I'm a guy,28 years old with a long story of domestic violence since when i was 16 years old on my mom by my father.I'm not here to tell all my story because It s very long.I want just say that after all this period i'm sufferyng by depression but the most important is that i dont feel anymore emotions, nothing,just apatheia. I'm very tired to survive with a healthy body but with a dead soul.I want to know if there is any method to cover my suicide as a natural death? I'm diabetici,type 1 i have access at the insulin but i dont know if it's a risky method because i want to be sure to not survive. I can't hang myself or shoot myself because i dont have a gun. Any advice will be very useful to me.

I've been looking for a site like this for a long time, I'm grateful to have found it.

Thanks and Sorry for my english.

I have a 40 cft cylinder of nitrogen and materials for an exit bag. I purchased all at a welding supply store and told them I was topping off 5 gallon containers of food to be stored for a while. Nitrogen is used to do this...that is why potato chip bags are puffy. No problem as I told them I was careful not to hit the top handle hard because the cylinder would go airborne if it came off.