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Sadbanana

God doesn't care
Aug 20, 2024
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I need someone to save me. Someone with power to change my reality. Someone who tells me, that I'm worth and that last 15 years were only a bad dream and that all of my dispair was just a delusion. I need someone to wake me up from this bad dream.
 
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Abyss Dweller

Abyss Dweller

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Jul 29, 2025
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My number one metric by far for people is whether or not they are kind. People who are hurting often are the kindest people around. Not sure why, but probably they don't want to anyone to experience something similar so they go out their way to be nice to others. That's my experience on this forum as well and it breaks my heart that so many kind people are suffering. So for whatever it's worth from a random stranger from the internet: you are worthy.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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In my opinion, the only "person" who has this skill is God.
Your post is very touching. I can feel your beautiful soul.
I'll pray for you if you want 🙏

edit : Oh sorry, I just saw "God doesn't care" under your nickname (I didn't want to hurt you)
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

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Jul 9, 2025
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My number one metric by far for people is whether or not they are kind. People who are hurting often are the kindest people around. Not sure why, but probably they don't want to anyone to experience something similar so they go out their way to be nice to others. That's my experience on this forum as well and it breaks my heart that so many kind people are suffering. So for whatever it's worth from a random stranger from the internet: you are worthy.

You're right : in general, the nicer you are, the more you suffer. And the meaner you are, the more you are valued in this society. We see it every day.

I immediately thought of this song but I didn't dare to share it...
 
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Cosmophobic

Cosmophobic

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Aug 10, 2025
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Are you sure someone telling you that your despair was a delusion would be helpful in the long run? That sounds more like villain territory.
 
Dejected 55

Dejected 55

Enlightened
May 7, 2025
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There was someone I thought could save me... I hoped she would save me... but she is not going to save me. I am in this alone until the end.
 

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