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Venting I may not be able to ctb and it feels horrible

CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
I have been waiting a fucking month for this and now I may not get what I need to ctb so that's great, why would anything work out in my life. I just want to bash my head against a wall till I'm dead.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,654
I'm sorry you are suffering so much, I understand, it is like a feeling of being trapped when you feel like you cannot ctb for whatever reason. Living really is tiring. I wish you well.
 
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Sebuet

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Jul 9, 2021
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CoolGuy9 said:
I have been waiting a fucking month for this and now I may not get what I need to ctb so that's great, why would anything work out in my life. I just want to bash my head against a wall till I'm dead.
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What exactly is stopping you?
 
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Student
Aug 3, 2021
103
What is it you needed? N or SN? just with you saying you have waited and can't get it
 
CoolGuy9

CoolGuy9

Mage
Mar 5, 2019
524
I ordered SN outside of Europe and it seems like I might not get it through customs. I'm not sure yet, but this whole month has been nothing, but waiting for it and I'll be incredibly depresssed if I don't get it.
 
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