i made it

[aroutinemalaise]

hey everyone! after my last post i ended up going to the hospital last minute, and spent from the 9th-17th in a psych hospital. since i drove 3 hours away, into a more populated area (i live in the north west US), the hospital was def just there to keep me safe. i didn't really gain anything from it except some really cool friends, and some new prescriptions. i should be getting a full mental evaluation in the next 2 weeks.

i have been taking dph again, which keeps me nice and dissociated until they finally can try to figure out what's wrong with me and how we can fix it. i appreciate everyone on here, you all were part of the reason i decided to stay. seeing everyone's kindness to a complete stranger, and this forum's openess to new ideas/helping people was very enlightening. signing off now now, blessed be

 

[miguel6565]

Im happy you are wanting to recover!

 

[FriendofDeath]

Keep us updated!

 

[SpottedPanda]

Congrats on the new perspective, glad to hear you're getting the help you desire

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

I met my husband in a mental hospital after we both tried to ctb

 

[MeriDeath]

I met my husband in a mental hospital after we both tried to ctb

Wow Amazing how you want nothing but death for yourself and then surprisingly you find love which is the opposite to death and all of a sudden the suicidal thoughts are gone.

 

[Brokenwithbpd]

Wow Amazing how you want nothing but death for yourself and then surprisingly you find love which is the opposite to death and all of a sudden the suicidal thoughts are gone.

Well I can tell you they definitely aren't gone. That's why I'm on the site

 

[MeriDeath]

Well I can tell you they definitely aren't gone. That's why I'm on the site

Yeah, I get you. I for example know love wouldn't save me now. But it was nice to read this, however.

 

[SipSop]

Wow Amazing how you want nothing but death for yourself and then surprisingly you find love which is the opposite to death and all of a sudden the suicidal thoughts are gone.

Well said.