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Defenestrator

Defenestrator

Specialist
Jan 17, 2020
304
I made another attempt with SN on the 6th and got really fucking close. I've been stuck in hospital since and I'm in a locked ward on a one to one until transfer to a mental hospital. I'm so angry and upset all of the time, I just want to leave and die.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,447
That sounds really dreadful, it's just so cruel to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to even more suffering, I also just wish and hope to be gone, I hope you find peace.
 
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ExpiredSeraphine_

Seraphine
Jul 15, 2023
4
I made another attempt with SN on the 6th and got really fucking close. I've been stuck in hospital since and I'm in a locked ward on a one to one until transfer to a mental hospital. I'm so angry and upset all of the time, I just want to leave and die.
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
If you don't mind answering, what went wrong on this attempt? Did you get discovered? Or, did you call for help?
 
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copioushopelessness

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Aug 27, 2025
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I'm sorry. I hope you're doing as ok as you can be given the circumstances.