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scriptedsad

scriptedsad

New Member
May 20, 2024
2
I'm tired of everything, I've been trying to get better for years with my therapist, with medications, and nothing changes, everything gets worse, two days ago they added more pills. I feel so unpleasant and useless, everyone around me is used to me being this useless, they are not surprised that I get worse. I don't even have the strength to get out of bed, I can't find meaning in anything, and I feel disgusted even if I hear my own voice. I understand why my friends are not interested in seeing me, I am depressing and boring. I get a little longer every second because I can't have the strength to end this pain.
 
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kitkat9234

Experienced
Nov 27, 2024
219
I feel the exact same way. You are not alone.
 

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