I lie to my parents and I deserve to die

[qpsns]

I always lie to them that I study well.
Then they find out that I did not study.
This has been going on and on since I was 14 and I still lie to this date.
If I fail my SAT and AP exams they will never forgive me.
I deserve to die because im a liar.

 

[DontplayGod]

I'm not sure how your relationship with your parents is, but school is not the top priority in life. If you're at a place in life where you want to die there are bigger problems at hand. Your primary focus should be getting to a state of mind you're content with. If this is a comfortable state of mind good for you, however for most it is not and I'm assuming you lie with the latter. This seems like it's stressing you tf out. My advice is first to choose where you would like to be, whether it be death (make sure you absolutely want to die if you choose this option) or to have a more balanced brain that you can handle. So don't worry about studying (if safe to do so) and take time to realize what you want and start heading in that direction. Hope this helps :)

 

[Al_stargate]

Your parents put too much pressure on you, why do you feel so bad about yourself. If they really cared they would show more proactive support instead of just forcing, coercing, and making you feel like shit for not fulfilling their selfish expectations. If you can lie to them, that means that they don't even give enough of a shit to check your scores. Fuck them.

 

[Cathy Ames]

Nope! The vast majority of teenagers and very many adults are hiding something from their parents, and that is NOT a cause for "deserving" to die. It's kinda normal.

 

[RN12]

@qpsns
everybody lies in life, don't make such problem of it. It's a normal thing as a human being.. Of course not the nicest but people just lie
If everybody that lied would die, there would be ZERO persons on earth.

Don't make a problem of it, even don't make a problem of it if you fail. Study is not where life is about. Just enjoy the day, the birds and the sun. Yes you would get a brawl with your parents. So what?

Again if everybody who get brawls with their parents would die, the world would be empty.

You sound young, i hope you can get better distractions than these kind of forums (everyone is welcome don't get me wrong)
But it's not needed to read about suicide if you have lied to your parents, if you lied to your parents you can better look funny vids on youtube about interesting objects imo.

If you fail exams they will forgive you, not the same day but afterwards, 10 years from now you don't even think about any exam or parent stuff anymore you're just living life on your own enjoying your own 'family'. So by then you don't ruminate about all these 'school/parent' things anymore. Now it's a great object in your life, it will pass.
Think about that. Don't take your life at young age! Life will bring you joy and happiness later

Best wishes!

 

[Here Today]

This is no reason to kill yourself my man, it may seem like a huge deal for you now, but maybe you'll end laughing about this in a couple of years. Give it some time. If it matters so much to them they don't deserve your worry but I bet it doesn't matter as much to them as you think. In any case try not to live for others, we're tossed into this world alone and selfish as it may sound, the person we must try to please is ourselves.