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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
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heydude56

Student
Aug 13, 2025
178
UPDATE:
Alright, I intended to write a detailed report, however I made a rather stupid, big mistake which led to unwanted visitors knocking on my door in the middle of the night.
I will postpone the report indefinitely until I have more time and a clearer mind to really think about what i can write without compromising my privacy even further. Not sure yet how I want to proceed. I am very sorry.
May I ask what the mistake was..?
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
511
Have you ever been so manic you drank actual poison cause you were curious how it tastes? It wasn't my brightest moment :D
Been there, done that, no judgment. Glad to know you're safe"
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
Did you send it to someone close to you or upload on some other website or something like that..?
I uploaded them here to this thread shortly before drinking the SN. Somebody saw them and called the police. I have since deleted the pictures, sorry.
All im gonna say concerning that for now
 
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blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
359
from my memory @sadworld 3 grams and gone . Sn is powerful
Yeah sn always kind of awes me at how effective it is. It's not like partial or gas which people often return with a failure report. It's the one method which seems to kill basically everyone on here who has accessed it.
 
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ummagumma

ummagumma

Member
Jan 11, 2024
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Have you ever been so manic you drank actual poison cause you were curious how it tastes? It wasn't my brightest moment :D
haha, it was the same for me! was curious, if it tastes too disgusting (and its actually not, at least for me)
glad you are allright!
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
2,347
I uploaded them here to this thread shortly before drinking the SN. Somebody saw them and called the police. I have since deleted the pictures, sorry.
All im gonna say concerning that for now
I always remove the metadata from any pics that I post here.

This particular subforum is public. At the moment that I'm typing this, there's over 2,600 people viewing the front page who aren't logged in. Among them [and even among logged-in users] are pro-lifers, law enforcement, journalists. They are always looking to ruin people's attempts.

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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
I always remove the metadata from any pics that I post here.

This particular subforum is public. At the moment that I'm typing this, there's over 2,600 people viewing the front page who aren't logged in. Among them [and even among logged-in users] are pro-lifers, law enforcement, journalists. They are always looking to ruin people's attempts.

View attachment 187562
Yes, i was hella naive and too excited in the moment. Didn't think about it more :'(

But seriously. I say im okay with dying and am not sad about it and they still call the police even though they don't know me. Suicide ain't a new topic for me. Nobody manipulated me into wanting to do it. It's been a life long desire of mine.

Why can't those people just respect my wishes without calling law enforcement... What gives them the right to deny me...
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ absolute girlfailure ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
113
Why can't those people just respect my wishes without calling law enforcement... What gives them the right to deny me...
it's an anti-suicide world we live in, sadly. a selfish, anti-suicide world. 💔

on the other hand, i hope you're doing okay now. been watching this thread to check on you every now and then. sending hugs 🫂
 
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Dr.Duck

Dr.Duck

Confused
Nov 29, 2025
59
Glad you're okay. Hope whatever trouble that knocked on your door goes away. But that's a good lesson to share. To always remove the metadata of pics. Hope the side effects get better. Best wishes in this.
 
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natori

natori

メロドラマ
Nov 26, 2025
58
Adding pictures of the SN drink with location metadata

If you're on android, there's an app called Imagepipe that removes all image metadata cleanly, otherwise on Windows/Linux/Mac there's a tool called ExifCleaner. Both Imagepipe and ExifCleaner are free and open source.

Hope things are okay ♡
 
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IncrediblePal

IncrediblePal

Pal
Nov 3, 2025
35
If you're on android, there's an app called Imagepipe that removes all image metadata cleanly, otherwise on Windows/Linux/Mac there's a tool called ExifCleaner. Both Imagepipe and ExifCleaner are free and open source.
I wonder why this site doesn't strip the metadata of the images on upload like the popular platforms do.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
I wonder why this site doesn't strip the metadata of the images on upload like the popular platforms do.
Yeah, i was rather shocked when i found that out myself. SaSu acts like Google Drive when sharing pictures or files. Striaght up 1 to 1 copy of the original :/ Very dangerous
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod | No future
Feb 27, 2025
380
How did you get the SN? Is there a website that you bought it from? THANKS
I dont think a thread where someone's life was in literal danger is appropriate to ask for a source. That aside, from experience, im glad you are okay @Chemi.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
I dont think a thread where someone's life was in literal danger is appropriate to ask for a source. That aside, from experience, im glad you are okay @Chemi.
Thank you @Dante_ for looking out for me. Means a lot to me <3

I tried to just ignore that message. I am okay with sharing my experiences and knowledge about these topics but i will not go out of my way to help others take their life for example like sharing sources.

I'm still here and i'm doing fine i think. Blood oxygen is back to 98% and my blood pressure is normal as well. Don't think i will have many long term effects. I do have memory problems and forgetting mid sentence what i wanted to say but I'm sure that will get better soon as well.
 
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Dante_

Dante_

Global Mod | No future
Feb 27, 2025
380
Blood oxygen is back to 98% and my blood pressure is normal as well. Don't think i will have many long term effects. I do have memory problems and forgetting mid sentence what i wanted to say but I'm sure that will get better soon as well.
Thats great news, if anything changes, please seek medical attention, a situation like is best not left to doubt. From experience, lowest i got was 78% blood oxygen wise, so I have an idea of what its like, it takes a while to process psychologically so do please look after yourself too.
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Mortician
Jan 5, 2025
1,453
Me and @Dante_ both know with our own experiences what happens when you test sn.

It's rough on your body so do whatever you can to get your blood flow back and eat and rest, if anything feels overly wrong in your body at all don't hesitate to get medical attention.
 
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U. A.

U. A.

Some day the dream will end
Aug 8, 2022
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jesus. think this is the soonest a new user i've interacted has gone for it. i guess the only thing to be thankful for is that you aren't doing too badly....

this is a perfect reminder that this site is being monitored by intervening eyes. honestly, aside from metadata, people should fucking deactivate location info from attaching to photos. seriously, deny permissions for every single security option. cell phones are basically expensive trackers
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
jesus. think this is the soonest a new user i've interacted has gone for it. i guess the only thing to be thankful for is that you aren't doing too badly....

this is a perfect reminder that this site is being monitored by intervening eyes. honestly, aside from metadata, people should fucking deactivate location info from attaching to photos. seriously, deny permissions for every single security option. cell phones are basically expensive trackers
Hi hi, well, been lurking this site off and on since sometime 2022 whenever i wasn't feeling too well. Only happened to actually make an account now since i was getting bored procrastinating my CTB and was feeling lonely/isolated since nobody i knew could relate to me. I had water, juices and detox medication (some that make you throw up like crazy. Dont know the english word) ready as a precaution if i wanted to abort. In the end it wasn't a serious attempt for me, was just "playing with fire".

Also yes. I am very sure i turned the location feature off a long time ago but i guess it automatically turned back on when the software was updating or something similar. Been over a year since i got this phone and i should have really checked before attaching those pics. Lesson learned. Also the person that reported me was a member, not a guest. Yea... I understand why they decided to do it though so im not that mad.
 
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rs929

Warlock
Dec 18, 2020
734
Hi hi, well, been lurking this site off and on since sometime 2022 whenever i wasn't feeling too well. Only happened to actually make an account now since i was getting bored procrastinating my CTB and was feeling lonely/isolated since nobody i knew could relate to me. I had water, juices and detox medication (some that make you throw up like crazy. Dont know the english word) ready as a precaution if i wanted to abort. In the end it wasn't a serious attempt for me, was just "playing with fire".

Also yes. I am very sure i turned the location feature off a long time ago but i guess it automatically turned back on when the software was updating or something similar. Been over a year since i got this phone and i should have really checked before attaching those pics. Lesson learned. Also the person that reported me was a member, not a guest. Yea... I understand why they decided to do it though so im not that mad.
So it wasn't a prolifer then?
 
Unknown21

Unknown21

Enlightened
Apr 25, 2023
1,241
I feel my heart beating all the way up my neck
I can really feel this... that's exactly what I felt in my experience too. I will write a full report on the situation as soon as possible, including my experience with SN stability.

I am truly sorry for what you went through. I'm glad you're okay now, take care of yourself.
 
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Chemi

Chemi

*.✧ Que Sera, Sera ✧.* | 25y/o fem
Nov 25, 2025
157
if anything feels overly wrong in your body at all don't hesitate to get medical attention.
I think you might be right on that one. my head and mind dont feel well. i am going to get i checked out
 
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Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Mortician
Jan 5, 2025
1,453
I think you might be right on that one. my head and mind dont feel well. i am going to get i checked out
I had a lot of issues with my heart shortly after my failed attempt with sn... that and I had trouble sleeping... hope yours isn't as bad
 
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WhatCouldHaveBeen32

(O__O)==>(X__X)
Oct 12, 2024
731
I hope you are able to heal from this experience back to normal-ish health
 
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Hime

Hime

nyaaa~
Nov 24, 2025
65
It's actually kind of mindboggling that SaSu doesn't remove metadata from media uploaded here. So strange?..
 
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IncrediblePal

IncrediblePal

Pal
Nov 3, 2025
35
It's actually kind of mindboggling that SaSu doesn't remove metadata from media uploaded here. So strange?..
True. A site like this should have metadata stripping as a core safeguard.
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
511
Worth trying it?
It's NOT worth trying, that's general consensus according to multiple people here who have tried it themselves and documented their experience, myself included.

If you want to CTB with SN, hey, it's your right, it's why we're all here, can't judge. BUT DO IT RIGHT OR ELSE YOU'LL BE CAUSING YOURSELF AN UNNECESSARILY PAINFUL DEATH. Gestures and trial runs with SN are VERY DANGEROUS because this chemical is deadly even in very low quantities, the recommended dosage exists for a reason: so you can die quickly and in relative comfort.
 
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corpse

corpse

this life ain't worth living
Aug 31, 2025
191
I hope you're okay.
 
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