I kinda like being in so much pain

[nixdeath]

I'm feeling dull pain right now, I am very miserable and have a huge sense of impending doom, but for some reason I'm enjoying wallowing in it right now. I want to die, but perhaps it isn't so bad. The pain in my stomach I get when I'm depressed feeling nice, pain is peaceful and familiar. Anyone else feel like this sometimes?

 

[Darkover]

yeah being crazy sure hurts a lot but there's also something good about it a beautiful kind of pain why do we have to die

 

[27clubBRIAN]

Yeah especially when listening to depressing songs , I always feel like I'm about to exit and I am comforted by the existence a little sometimes

 

[Rational man]

Im in constant physical pain and medicine is pretty lame. I ve got usedto it. I wouldn't recognise me without pain now, its part of me. Still looking to pain free peace but of course, i wont recognise 'painless' because i won't exist!.

 

[Insomniac]

I'm feeling dull pain right now, I am very miserable and have a huge sense of impending doom, but for some reason I'm enjoying wallowing in it right now. I want to die, but perhaps it isn't so bad. The pain in my stomach I get when I'm depressed feeling nice, pain is peaceful and familiar. Anyone else feel like this sometimes?

I feel you.
I really like thet pain I feel when I cut or stab myself. It's a comforting kind of pain that distract me completely from the mental anguish.