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rlllyydepressed

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Dec 28, 2025
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I keep going to the bridge to jump but not actually jumping I feel like I'm waiting for something or like someone to save me and magically make me feel better and it obviously never happens it's so frustrating because when I get back I regret not going through with it.
 
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weallhaveourghosts

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Mar 2, 2025
229
I keep going to the bridge to jump but not actually jumping I feel like I'm waiting for something or like someone to save me and magically make me feel better and it obviously never happens it's so frustrating because when I get back I regret not going through with it.
When I lived in a different state I would drive to the bottom of the bridge and just sit there sometimes. It's hard to actually go through with it.
 
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