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deletedaccount30982

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Mar 10, 2020
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i feel like i'm about to explode. i just want to tell everyone that i'm killing myself soon and that i want to enjoy what time i have left with them. i want to tell them how much i'm struggling. i want to tell them. but i can't. this site is nice but it's not nearly the same as the connection with people you already know. but i can't tell anyone i know. and i'm going to explode
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I know that feeling.
Unfortunately, if we're honest about CTB to the people surrounding us, we'll probably end up in a psych ward.
We can't even be honest in therapy!!! Life sucks.
 
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BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

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Dec 1, 2019
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Its a really big thing to carry around and have nobody to share it with. It takes it toll and sometimes I want to just should it from the rooftops. Have you thought about trying to write things down on paper and then destroying the paper so nobody finds it? Might be a good way to get things out of your system.
 
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deletedaccount30982

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i just want a hug and someone to tell me it'll be okay. that it's okay for me to let go
 
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