I just tested the SN and now I feel dizzy and my heartbeat is speeding up

[crybaby]

I just tested the SN and now I feel dizzy and my heartbeat is speeding up
My nails turned purple
How can I do
I don't want to die now

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm not that knowledgable on SN but I do know that it is poisionous to humans. I think it has to be an high enough amount to actually kill you, but taking any of it causes side effects.

 

[WornOutLife]

Have you tried vomiting? If not, just put your fingers in your mouth and do your best to do it!!

 

[TheNorthernSilence]

Call help. Even one gram can kill you.

 

[crybaby]

Tinnitus began to appear, severe dizziness. I can't vomit
There is no pain at all. If I die like this, SN is really a painless method

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Please call for help, even if the SN doesn't kill you, it may cause some serious side effects. Were you testing out of curiosity or for another reason?

I truly hope you feel better soon

 

[MYStERY_Man]

Tinnitus began to appear, severe dizziness. I can't vomit

Still at the hotel? Call the emergency services and try to go to the reception. Careful with the stairs.

 

[TriggerHappy]

am not a doctor - but i know about od / loss of control...

drink and vomit -VOMIT!
don't give a shit about how undignified it is / make sounds / hack like an old person till you get it right.
your blood is thickening in your extremities (blue fingers) and if you in shock your blood will go to your torso...

if it continues and you lose control you must get methylene blue (& probably charcoal) call the paramedics and tell them the truth.
it's ok.
just hide bulk of your stash - you may have to turn in your bottle of SN.

 

[Thiopentone31]

Call for help and tell them you ingested Sodium Nitrite. From what i know the antidote for nitrite intoxication is methylene blue, but I am not sure

 

[Taos]

Call emergency services and tell them you have ingested SN and the antidote is methylene blue.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Are you okay @crybaby ? Your last activity says 23 minutes ago. I am concerned and really hope that this is due to the fact you sought help. I wish I could help you. I am pro-choice but I don't want you to die or be hurt if you no longer want to die now, or if it's the wrong time. I really hope you are safe.

 

[Thiopentone31]

I hope she is well. I am worried.

 

[tlsnih]

I hope she's peaceful, whatever's happened.

 

[justanotherstar]

I hope your okay - please get help as others have suggested. I hate to think of you dying when you don't want to. Keep us updated

 

[LastLoveLetter]

I'm getting really worried now. I wish there was some way I could help. I hate the thought of @crybaby dying after saying they don't want to die now. I hate the thought of them being alone and unable to get any help.

 

[Pen>Sword]

You have been given plenty of sound advice. Please update us if you're OK. We are really concerned. Please be fine.

 

[HopelessFight]

Damn, I just read this and I really hope you're okay. Please post something if you are able to to keep us updated.

SN is not something to "test", even small amounts can be deadly. I really hope @crybaby managed to contact someone in time.

 

[orlandom]

He wrote so much that he wants CTB.

But at the last moment I wrote that I didn't want to when I tested it.

SI is probably doing its job perfectly well.

 

[nightnightnitrite]

I hope you sought help and are ok<3 I can't imagine how scary that must have been to experience especially when you were just testing it. I hope lack of activity since yesterday is due to you being at a hospital<3 Update us if and when you can please!

 

[tlsnih]

He wrote so much that he wants CTB.

But at the last moment I wrote that I didn't want to when I tested it.

SI is probably doing its job perfectly well.

What is SI?

 

[orlandom]

What is SI?

the instinct of self-preservation

 

[RainAndSadness]

Rest in peace.

It's very likely that she passed away. SN is a very quick method, most people experience severe symptoms and pass out within 20 minutes. When she started this thread, she already experienced symptoms of intoxication and I doubt the emergency service found their way to her in time. So yeah, I'm gonna say it: please be careful when handling such lethal substances. We consider them reliable methods because they're dangerous and very effective. Just testing them can lead to your death. You should only take them with the intention to leave, very small amounts can cause death. At least it seems she had a peaceful exit, according to her own last words. That's reassuring.

But yeah, this is a very sad thread. Be careful people.

 

[RegretedFeeling]

sleep easy, whether your heart is beating or not.

 

[BehindTheWall]

I've read many threads here, but this one really broke my heart.

I'm not feeling well at all.

 

[mini_weeny]

Google says one gram can be fatal and there's the case of the dentist assistant that ingested a one gram pill accidentally and died. Hope ur well girl :(

 

[Last chance]

This is incredibly sad,I really hope she managed to get help in time.

 

[calssilva]

hello ! Still with us ? please say something !

 

[Bedrock48]

We've seen before that people have woken up after taking SN that wasn't the right amount/concentration. I hope that's what will happen for you as you said you weren't ready. Sending my thoughts. Please update us if you can and when you're mentally ready to.

 

[Carrotcake]

If you're still with us... How much did you take? Please seek medical attention.

When people write that SN does not have serious long term effects in case of failure, this is in case of medical attention!! Symptoms are reversible IF you get methylene blue before your system shuts down.

 

[LastLoveLetter]

Rest In Peace, sweetheart.

I am so, so sorry you have left us before you were ready to go. This has utterly broken my heart, and I am in tears. I hope your departure was painless and swift.

I remember you saying that your awful family abused you, that you weren't even able to buy food. I am sorry you endured so much hardship and suffering at the hands of those who should have loved you. No-one can harm you ever again now.

A part of me still hopes that you are alive and sought the help you need, or that you are in a deep sleep and will wake up soon. On the off chance this has occurred, I truly hope you recover and feel better soon. I will be here for you if you return and would like someone to talk to. However, I understand this is quite unlikely.

Sending all of my love, wherever you are.