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Defatigatis

Defatigatis

And at my funeral, i didn't see you there..
Aug 16, 2022
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I see that many here have reasons that often involve self-hatred, but not me — i truly love myself and have a lot of pride of who I am; my only problem is this cursed world that makes me sick.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
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i feel self hatred some extent but its more about i feel dumb and annoying then a person who deserves to die. our world is very scary and awful was different. if the world was different maybe i would want to live in it even though i am dumb. i dont know.
 
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