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[erdbeeren]

So that's how it shall be. This is where all roads will end. After a lifetime of persecution and ostracism, I'll be at peace for an eternity.

Never again will I be subjected to my family's gaslighting and merciless bullying. Never again will my "friends" let me down. Never again will I be able to be a burden to anyone. I won't have to maintain fake relationships and pretend to care about pointless shit to be seen as "normal" by society.

Fuck the system. I will not be its slave. I am taking matters into my own hands. It's a shame that my life has disappointed me so much and inflicted so much physical and emotional agony that I reached this decision.

I wish everyone reading this nothing but the best. I am sorry for whatever pain has lead you to this forum and hope things someday work out in your favor.

Sadly, for myself, I have a bus to catch in about 3 and a half weeks.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Wishing you a peaceful journey.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that it has come to this. I know that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. Some people are just so cruel and awful. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[halfbloodprince]

Erdbeeren? Are you still alive? I liked what you wrote.

 

[erdbeeren]

Erdbeeren? Are you still alive? I liked what you wrote.

yes, unfortunately, but my time is coming