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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
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I have everything I need to go. SN, benzos, my will is written & signed, notes basically done.

(No AE but I don't care about that).

I'm just scared, scared it'll go wrong, scared of what being dead feels like. I need this so bad but I'm just scared. How can I not be scared? I'm ready to do it and be done with this world.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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I dont think its possible to not be scared si is built in us. Maybe the benzos will help ease that feeling
 
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FishRain3469

FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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Idk if it's possible to Not be scared. Well.. sure it is, but I'm not one of those people. I'm right there with you, absolutely Fckn terrified with Everything associated around death. My method is by firearm though, scary shit. =/

Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever may happen. 🙏 ♥ Godspeed.
 
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