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riel439

riel439

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Mar 20, 2026
36
I just fucking failed my partial hanging attempt. My body only felt tingly and that's it, I didn't even pass out. I'm so fucking pissed, why can't I just succeed just like other people? I feel so shit.
 
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peacebenow

Too much has happened.
Apr 26, 2026
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Be kind to yourself tonight.
 
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sickofeverything

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Apr 17, 2026
389
I just fucking failed my partial hanging attempt. My body only felt tingly and that's it, I didn't even pass out. I'm so fucking pissed, why can't I just succeed just like other people? I feel so shit.
I have failed hanging so much, I feel the exact same, I feel so angry that I can't pass out quickly and easily like other people, it makes me so mad and jealous. I understand how you feel. I ordered sn due to how many times I failed hanging
 
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Mooncry

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Sep 11, 2024
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Partial is hard, a lot of people can't get it. Carotids are so finicky.
 
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Corovaner

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Apr 15, 2025
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Why do you want to die? Do you consider other methods?
 
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isthisthingon

Arcanist
May 16, 2026
446
I just fucking failed my partial hanging attempt. My body only felt tingly and that's it, I didn't even pass out. I'm so fucking pissed, why can't I just succeed just like other people? I feel so shit.
I've tried hard over the past three days. Different positions, different rope, adjusting anchor points. No luck with even getting close. Neck and throat hurt, rope burns. Partial is a no go for me. Moving on to carbon monoxide.
 
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riel439

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Mar 20, 2026
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Why do you want to die? Do you consider other methods?
I really feel so behind in life and I think that there is no way that I can catch up. So, it will be better for me to just die. This is just one of the reasons why I want to die. I do consider other methods like taking sodium nitrite and jumping from height.
 
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