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imdoneandidontcare

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Feb 19, 2022
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I have my hanging all set up, I tested it and it'll hold me and I start getting dizzy within seconds. It'll work.

The only thing that stops me is I don't want my family to find me. They know I'm suicidal so they keep tabs on me so once I stop responding to messages, one of them will come over (my dad or brother) and I don't want them to see me like that.

I want to die, I've even come to terms with the pain it'll cause them but I just don't want them to find me. I would be fine with anyone finding me but not my family.
 
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AnestheticVoid

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Feb 17, 2022
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You can schedule a text message to be sent hours after you ctb.
 
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cgcgcgcg

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Feb 17, 2022
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You can schedule a text message to be sent hours after you ctb.
Yes, this is the way - all you would have to do, if you go this route, is schedule a text or an email to a friend / someone you can trust that will notify the police or relevant authorities. Your family can find out from there without having to see you in that state.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish we lived in a world where euthanasia is legal, so then nobody would have to be found as everyone would know about the death in advance. Our right to die should be respected. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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