I jumped 8 stories

[Harrier]

Thank you fightclub17.

I have alluded to an individual on this forum who has convinced me not to jump.

It is you.

I almost did it twice in the last two weeks.

 

[SDB]

I jumped 8 stories and survived. I woke up after a week coma, spent 3 months in hospital/rehab. I have life altering injures and scars. Everyone asks me what happened to me. I'm a walking (barely) failure and my trauma is visible, and will be for the rest of my life! I have lost friends and family. My reputation is tainted. I can't work. My husband wants a divorce. I've been forced to move into my parent's house and they physically abused me last night. I wish I fucking died!!!

Hopefully sharing my story stops someone from considering jumping as their method.

Why did you lose friends and family?

 

[no mas]

you are welcome. hopefully it can help you feel better, even, if just a for a second or two. also thank you for your replies. they fill my eyes with tears, but the courage you have shown to keep replying to randoms makes you even more of an inspiration


that is totally understandable. the human brain, while being an awesome piece of engineering, like anything can be a double edged sword. it can be amazing and help us through anything, yet it has a horrible habit of going from positive to negative and back again, but sadly, once it knows about the negative zone, it is hard to stop it from re-entering it. any ridiculous little thing can trigger it, but your situation would be like having it chained fully in the depths of negative. sadly, being a person who would never had looked at this forum before, to how you are now makes it so much more difficult to reconcile. the emotional roller coaster would be over whelming, however, you were not to blame, and i know that means virtually nothing to you, due to the physical and mental anguish you feel, plus the fact the human mind dwells on the negative, but hopefully one day your mind can somehow start heading over into the positive thought side


i hope so, because "you" did not do it to yourself. no one deserves what you are going through, even if it was self inflicted, but you did not inflict your injuries onto yourself. in your situation, if you had killed someone else instead of jumping, the law most probably would not have held you accountable, so hopefully you can come to truly believe that it was not your fault

i am not going to bombard your in box, but if you wish to have someone to talk to, you can pm me. it is a pity that we cannot take turns to accompany you to your rehabilitation sessions, just to let you know that you are not alone. hopefully you can somehow sense this and it makes your situation just a little less negative

Your keen perspective, deep compassion, and willingness to actually help by accompanying her if you could makes you a uncommonly fine individual. I also care deeply and have been moved by her as I'm sure many others who've read her writings. It's well accepted the miraculous power of prayer can heal the body and mind. Thus the exponential power of our collective prayer should immensely hasten her healing and recovery process. In Jesus name. Amen

 

[piger]

I jumped 8 stories and survived. I woke up after a week coma, spent 3 months in hospital/rehab. I have life altering injures and scars. Everyone asks me what happened to me. I'm a walking (barely) failure and my trauma is visible, and will be for the rest of my life! I have lost friends and family. My reputation is tainted. I can't work. My husband wants a divorce. I've been forced to move into my parent's house and they physically abused me last night. I wish I fucking died!!!

Hopefully sharing my story stops someone from considering jumping as their method.

I'm really sorry this happened to you, I've thought a lot about this method and have refrained because of lack of access, will, and this reason. I'm trying to convince my friend that he's going to suffer a similar fate. Thank you for sharing your experience. If anything at all, I hope you can find some sort of positivity or stability while you're still around,

 

[Harrier]

I'm really sorry this happened to you, I've thought a lot about this method and have refrained because of lack of access, will, and this reason. I'm trying to convince my friend that he's going to suffer a similar fate. Thank you for sharing your experience. If anything at all, I hope you can find some sort of positivity or stability while you're still around,

She has.

I've spent much of time investigating jumping, even though most of my posts have been about SN.

fightclub17 has convinced me not to jump, at least not from a relatively low level.

SN seems more reliable.

I am not yet ready.

But I was ready to jump 2 weeks ago.

 

[meddle]

thinking about you. you are so brave for trying to heal. i hope this happens and you will never decide to ctb you are so incredibly strong. please, try not to be hard on yourself