I hope I Die soon

[Zzzzz]

I have come to the conclusion that I will not kill myself anytime in the near future, Due to a Godlike Survival Instinct. But I still hope that I will die in the near future in some way that is not too cruel or painful. Life is just utterly miserable most of the time. I hate it. I'd rather not continue in this world. I've had a considerable amount of suffering and misery in life.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life does just seem to be endless misery. Suicide really should be easier as we have all already suffered enough in life, a peaceful exit should be a human right. I also wish to be gone, yet I feel trapped here as dying is just so difficult. It's all just so unfair.

 

[Rational man]

Its always possible that anyone of us may die from other causes at any time. People die in accidents. Some choke on d food or fall in the stairs. Life is fragile and the human body is fragile. Eventually, we will die and reunited with nature, our dust will become part of the cosmic show once mor e.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes, I know exactly what you mean. I feel like I want to do it more and more each day, yet, there's another part of me that thinks I'll never get together the courage for it.

I have mild pain in my right and left abdomen every day. I had gallstones a few years back and had the gallbladder removed, so I can only think it's related to that. Now and then, I'll get a sharp pain and there's a weird part of me that enjoys it because I wonder whether- whatever it is will kill me. Trouble is- I can't handle extended periods of intense pain- if that happens, I'll end up getting it checked out.

Wishing a quick, totally painless accident for all of us! That would save our friends and family knowing the truth too. They'd only have regular grief to deal with then.

 

[Adrenalineaddict]

I was going to go last night using a new method I found (will not disclose here as it's not all that peaceful but I was desperate) and prepared everything only to find out that the hard to find chemical compounds I had ordered from a local company was just plain old baking soda. I thought I was on the highway to heaven but nope, your girl got fleeced. I thought the supplier was legit being a small local business with an excellent reputation but they sold me f**king baking soda. It's probably only a matter of time before I go completely crackers I can't take this shit anymore