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in pain

in pain

Member
Sep 27, 2021
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I was hoping to hold out for a little longer to handle some financial affairs, but I've run out of time. I am getting weaker physically by the day and if I wait any longer I may not be able to carry it out on my own.

For those that are wondering, I am going by tourniquet compression. I've been practicing for a week and have become comfortable enough that my SI doesn't freak me out. I'll probably take a Xanax or two just in case.

It was nice talking to some of you in my short time here. Wish you all the best and that you find peace.

"It will be but a momentary pang" - John André
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
1,004
Safe travels
 
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Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
852
I hope death brings the peace life could not.
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
Apr 13, 2021
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I'm sorry it's come to this for you. I hope everything goes as planned...
 
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Ash

What dreams may come?
Oct 4, 2021
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I hope you find the peace you're looking for x
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you peace. I hope you find freedom from pain and suffering. Life really is cruel.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hope you find peace desired
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
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Still with us buddy? If not, I hope you found peace ❤️
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,046
Love and peace to you in this world and beyond.

Walter
 
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Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
852
I wish I could send this thread to all the normies who think we love death and simply relish in people taking their own lives.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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Aug 10, 2021
1,004
I wish I could send this thread to all the normies who think we love death and simply relish in people taking their own lives.
It's sad, I used to love life, I wish I could continue to happily live, but that got taken away from me. Can't see any other option but to ctb now
 
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Painless_end

Life is too difficult for me
Oct 11, 2019
794
I'm so sorry for your pain. I hope you find peace in whatever happens with you, be it life or death
 
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Shadowplay

Average life non-enjoyer
Sep 11, 2021
852
It's sad, I used to love life, I wish I could continue to happily live, but that got taken away from me. Can't see any other option but to ctb now
My heart breaks to hear that.
 
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