All I can think of is to get in touch with trans rights groups. Maybe now- to introduce yourself and to make them aware of your situation and your fears (without hinting at suicide.) Then- to, in some way alert them if you do end up deciding to do it (afterwards).
I can understand you want to be seen as a martyr to the cause but- you need people willing to believe enough to be fighting for it to use that. And I imagine those most likely to use your example are people already fighting.
It's so awful though. To be in a position where you feel strong armed into doing it. I'm so sorry.
I can understand you want to be seen as a martyr to the cause but- you need people willing to believe enough to be fighting for it to use that. And I imagine those most likely to use your example are people already fighting.
It's so awful though. To be in a position where you feel strong armed into doing it. I'm so sorry.
