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Anxieyote

Anxieyote

Sobriety over everything else • 32 • Midwest
Mar 24, 2021
455
I've been on several medications for the last 10 years of my life. Doctors have never been shy about filling them, to the point where I have a giant pill collection that takes up several cabinet spaces.

I was able to acquire SN a few months ago, so I guess asking this is redundant, but could I also use any of them as a CTB option?

I probably have over 1000 tablets of Buspirone, and close to 1000 tablets of Escitalopram (which is an off-brand of Lexapro). I've always assumed they wouldn't be able to kill me because I never see them being discussed as a CTB option, but I'm just curious. Does anyone know what an overdose of either of these drugs would look like?
 
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Snake of Eden

Snake of Eden

“Ye shall be as gods..🍎 🐍”
Jun 22, 2021
2,472
Use of prescription pills to OD has been discussed extensively in the forum. You been here long enough to know that..

With that being said you are not likely to die from OD from these meds you have. You may get into organ damage and die slowly and painfully for weeks or months from kidney/liver failure
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Same, mostly Xanax and strong opioid pills, oh and around meto pills that I never got to use with my sn hiding in a shoe .
 
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Jenjoh2358

Jenjoh2358

Close the world, Open the next.
Oct 12, 2021
112
If you fail, you're kidney would probably be Fallout 1
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
If you fail, you're kidney would probably be Fallout 1
Well I had 3 suicide attempts with hundreds of pills, my liver and kidneys are in perfect health, I'm surprised with that.
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
Well I had 3 suicide attempts with hundreds of pills, my liver and kidneys are in perfect health, I'm surprised with that.
Divine intervention
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,874
I've been on several medications for the last 10 years of my life. Doctors have never been shy about filling them, to the point where I have a giant pill collection that takes up several cabinet spaces.

I was able to acquire SN a few months ago, so I guess asking this is redundant, but could I also use any of them as a CTB option?

I probably have over 1000 tablets of Buspirone, and close to 1000 tablets of Escitalopram (which is an off-brand of Lexapro). I've always assumed they wouldn't be able to kill me because I never see them being discussed as a CTB option, but I'm just curious. Does anyone know what an overdose of either of these drugs would look like?
Overdosing on prescription medications almost never works unless they are powerful opiods such as fentanyl.
 
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Elri

Elri

Student
Dec 2, 2021
180
i had one hour window of life before i was saved almost died woke up with the most painful annoying tube in my nose and down there. Felt like shit but it almost worked cause i really researched it. Carvedilol with a lot of xanax , propnalolol, with heavy alcohol cause respiratory breathing, heart stop beating. You'll black out in less than 5mints
 
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healthrecovery

Specialist
Sep 25, 2021
378
The only legit combination are opiods, alcohol with benzo's
Fentayl nr1