Venting i have this nauseating feeling that i'm gonna see another xmas.

[sadbadpsychogirl]

well i was supposed to be able to die at the end of july. i'm at the mercy of my family and a few other sketchy creatures... i have had several death dates go by and at this point i might just have to find a new method. not hanging. now they are saying fall.. while i love the fall i just can't do this any longer i need to be gone by the end of this month i am thinking of buying a good box cutter and just cutting the neck veins. (yes it is possible ) i will have to be drunk to get the nerve but that's ok. i didn't want this but its ridiculous having to wait until my family is ready. fuck them.
oh i might look into sn but i'm very bad with measuring and chemistry and it would probably fail

 

[Snake of Eden]

I hate those types of premonitions

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are suffering, living can be painful. I do not want to see another xmas too, but it is very likely I will be here still. I wish you well.