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I finally have the SN and everything that I need to take with it. I really hope to do this next month. I really wish that I could do it now, but I need to get some affairs taken care of first.

I've tried many times to cbd, but I didn't really know exactly how to do it correctly. I love the pph because I now have the exact directions to complete it. It makes me really happy that I can end all the emotional pain that I have. Emotional pain is just as bad as physical pain. Sometimes is hurts me more than my physical pain. It cuts really deep. I am so done with it and done with life.

I decided to do this at home because I don't have a car to drive somewhere. Since I have cats I'm going to put my cats in the living room and shut the bedroom door. I don't want them to die also. I have everything planned out.

I really love this forum because it mostly has like minded people. I'm glad that it consists mainly of pro choice people. It sucks that there are some people that don't belong here. Those pro lifers telling us that we shouldn't do it. It is our choice and our right if we want to end it or not.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
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It must be a good feeling to have all you need. Please give the cats to someone or make some arrangements for them so they don't starve. I'm sure you have but I just hate the idea of cats suffering.

I hope it all goes smoothly for you. Please let us know when you plan to do it. :hug:
 
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Oct 11, 2020
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Hey sweetie, I hope your life is peaceful in the eternal realm. Physical pain is horrible too, so please don't be dismissive of others problems. Everyone's pain counts. I am sorry that you've had it so tough. Please make sure to do everything right you don't want to wake up in a worst state. Safe ride my friend.
 
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Nimbus

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Hanging on is hard
Dec 2, 2019
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It sounds really twisted to say "I hope you succeed (if that's what you truly want), but please don't let your cats die, too"... and yet, there you have it.

Wishing you peace and freedom from pain.
 
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Stepheng7287

Stepheng7287

Faster We Run, And We Die Young
Aug 29, 2020
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CBD? As in the oil? ;)
 
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Elementalist
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I wish you a good journey. Please make sure cats are safe. :)
 

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