OutOfThisBody
What kind of cruel god would put me in this body?
- Aug 5, 2024
- 164
I hate that I have to wait until Wednesday night, long story why. I wish I could do it right now.
The little hurting voices of doubt I heard before are mostly gone. They were never my thoughts anyway, just the thoughts of others.
Whenever I check the facts with these thoughts, I feel more sure of my self. Reality is that no doubts will ever change the truth. This makes me more sure and more at ease.
My therapist thinks the reason I want to die is not because of why I say, but something else we have to process in therapy, or something. The thing is, I have gone through bad things in my life, and I have my wounds, but none of that changes the truth, you know? Even if I were mentally healthy I think I would be suicidal from my issue.
Anyway, it's peaceful and also frustrating to be sure about catching the bus.
The little hurting voices of doubt I heard before are mostly gone. They were never my thoughts anyway, just the thoughts of others.
Whenever I check the facts with these thoughts, I feel more sure of my self. Reality is that no doubts will ever change the truth. This makes me more sure and more at ease.
My therapist thinks the reason I want to die is not because of why I say, but something else we have to process in therapy, or something. The thing is, I have gone through bad things in my life, and I have my wounds, but none of that changes the truth, you know? Even if I were mentally healthy I think I would be suicidal from my issue.
Anyway, it's peaceful and also frustrating to be sure about catching the bus.
