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Undead

Undead

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Oct 8, 2021
20
I have the antiemetics, cimetidine, propranolol, clonazepam 100 mg, SN. Money to book a hotel room, even my farewell letters are ready... But I'm still not able to do that, there's no other way out that will have to be done anyway.
But I'm a little scared (maybe it's IS) I was reading the story of a mother who found her son dead by SN his description scared me a lot...
It said that his arm was in an oddly stiff and curved position. His face was contorted in a grimace of pain. It didn't look peaceful at all. Is there a possibility that it's not so peaceful for me? I know it's impossible to die without pain, but I would like it to be something bearable.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

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Apr 28, 2020
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I have the antiemetics, cimetidine, propranolol, clonazepam 100 mg, SN. Money to book hotel room, even my farewell letters are ready ... But I'm still not getting it done, there is no other way out it will have to be done anyway.
But I'm a little scared (maybe it's the IS) I was reading the story of a mother who found her son dead by SN his description scared me a lot...
It said that his arm was in a strangely rigid and bent position. His face was contorted into a grimace of pain. It didn't look peaceful at all. Is there a possibility that it is not so peaceful for me? I know it is impossible to die without feeling pain, but I wish it was something bearable.

Esse é o relato da primeira vítima do f26. Nós não temos como saber o que de fato ele usou. Também está escrito que ele vomitou sangue o que é meio impossível com SN.

Não haverá possibilidade de ir sem sentir dor, mas SN não é tão insuportável, você perde a consciência rápido. Qualquer coisa apenas use analgésicos para dor, clonazepam para o pânico e estará bem.

Só lembre-se de tentar Recovery primeiro. Por favor.

Edit: I used the translator for the post so more people can read it
 
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Undead

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Oct 8, 2021
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Esse é o relato da primeira vítima do f26. Nós não temos como saber o que de fato ele usou. Também está escrito que ele vomitou sangue o que é meio impossível com SN.

Não haverá possibilidade de ir sem sentir dor, mas SN não é tão insuportável, você perde a consciência rápido. Qualquer coisa apenas use analgésicos para dor, clonazepam para o pânico e estará bem.

Só lembre-se de tentar Recovery primeiro. Por favor.

Edit: I used the translator for the post so more people can read it
Yes, exactly the first report is from f26... I tried every possible alternative to keep myself surviving, but nothing worked and my life is no longer the least pleasant. I've tried therapy, tried medications, tried so many different things and nothing worked.
I will use my pain relievers and clonazapepam to bear some of the pain... I hope to find the peace I want and a safe journey.
Thanks for all the support. I really liked that.

And it was very thoughtful of you to translate so that other people could see it.
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

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Apr 28, 2020
916
Alright. Yes the pain relievers and the benzos are good to a more pleasant passing.

Remember that you can talk to us if you need anything. Vent or any other stuff.

Being from the same country as me, if you need to chat, feel free to pm me.


I wish you the best.
 
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ThisIsNotMeR

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Sep 25, 2021
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I have the antiemetics, cimetidine, propranolol, clonazepam 100 mg, SN. Money to book a hotel room, even my farewell letters are ready... But I'm still not able to do that, there's no other way out that will have to be done anyway.
But I'm a little scared (maybe it's IS) I was reading the story of a mother who found her son dead by SN his description scared me a lot...
It said that his arm was in an oddly stiff and curved position. His face was contorted in a grimace of pain. It didn't look peaceful at all. Is there a possibility that it's not so peaceful for me? I know it's impossible to die without pain, but I would like it to be something bearable.
It doesn't seem like there are any reports of unbearable pain with this method. Mostly stomach pains and headaches, the sort of thing you might get when ill- some over the counter painkiller should help with it if you so wish. Feel free to overdose on them a little too, not like that's gonna matter now lol.
 
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