I have a death date in mind

[Thatdude]

So I decided on an about but very exact date to die if given things don't improve. I'm looking at late Oct 2022 or early Nov 2022 AT THE LATEST. What this means is if I feel like I need to die in a moments notice, then there is no reason to wait. But if I make it to that period, then August of 2022 I evaluate things again to see if everything is a go or no go. I'm looking at making a debreather or using the exit bag method.

By that time I would be in my mid 30's, and if my life hasn't gotten massively better by then. Then there is no point in keep trying when I'm just so miserable.

 

[Thatdude]

I might go ahead and make this year my last. I thought I would've been able to wait 2 years, but this year has been the worse. Most of my family is horrible to me, my life is obviously not going anywhere, and I honestly don't see a positive way out of this.

 

[Adamsnolife]

So sorry to hear that

 

[Bullit]

Wish I could go right now!

 

[insanedoomer]

i can't enjoy my last few months here , but i have to crave for my plan before my date comes .

 

[FuneralCry]

Sorry to hear that you are suffering so much, this life really can be cruel. I wish you peace if this is your choice.