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idkkkkkk

Member
Jan 24, 2021
6
Is there anyone on here who have children? I Would love to feel like I'm not alone and like I can talk to someone who feels the same guilt and shame I do for wanting to end my life.
 
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BeansOfRequirement

BeansOfRequirement

Man-child, loser, autistic, etc.
Jan 26, 2021
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That has to be horrible, sorry about this.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Yes, there are some people who have children and want to ctb.
You are not alone.

I hope you can talk to one of them.

Wish you the best and I'm really sorry you're feeling like this.
 
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awfullife

awfullife

Arcanist
Nov 16, 2019
435
I have 2 kids and have been on here for over a year. I tried to PM you Idkkkkkk but it wouldn't let me. Take care.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
Depression doesn't discriminate. It doesn't care if you have kids, it can still attack you unfortunately :(
 
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sorella santini

sorella santini

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Jan 19, 2021
87
I have two children. That doesn't change my circumstance. You are definitely not alone.
 
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Ennail

Ennail

Member
Mar 6, 2021
13
Yes i have a daugther.
 
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Into The Void

Into The Void

Student
Mar 10, 2021
196
Suicide should be a last ditch option for those with children as suicide is contagious, especially for those who's parents committed suicide.
 
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Tesha

Tesha

Life too shall pass
May 31, 2020
927
I've got two fabulous children. However the thought of them does not override my desire to CTB. My psychologist is trying so hard to make me see them as reason to go on, but I seem able to detach my emotion.

I know I would never put them in the position that they will find my body, but I may put them in the position of growing up with one parent instead of two.
 
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TheGreatEscape

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Mar 1, 2020
34
I have children, which what keeps me here. Fortunately, they have a great mom and stepfamily so they would be fine financially if I can finally go, but I still know it would be me deliberately hurting them. Wish so badly I could trade places with someone sick who wants to live. A friend of mine's wife has and lethal illness and it kills me to see her sadness and so wish I could take her place.
 
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