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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
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This isn't necessarily a new idea or topic, but it is still important and worth discussing too, which is the fact that CTB'ing is not always a tragic thing, even outside of terminal illnesses. From the pro-choice perspective and point of view, one exiting on one's own terms, is a strong act of bodily autonomy and preservation of one's dignity as well as preventing oneself from suffering unnecessarily. It is also the ultimate rejection of (potential) future harm.

There are many other benefits of CTB'ing on one's own terms that isn't necessarily tragic and from the pro-choice perspective it outweighs the harms incurred by said person. Almost every human being sentient will at some point, have or had worked (or even continued to work) as long as they live, especially the vast majority of the human species. By CTB'ing, especially sooner than later, they end up avoiding wageslaving for many decades (possibly longer for those who were born in the late 80's or even early 90's. As someone such as myself, who ended up wage slaving in the past 5-6 years, with at least over 3 years of continuous employment, I cannot foresee myself wageslaving to support a society that goes against my values and what not. My copes do last me for a while, but not indefinite. So assuming that one leaves sooner than natural age, which is the life expectancy being around 80 years of age, chronologically speaking, notwithstanding diseases, ailments, and/or other causes (man-made disasters, natural disasters, etc.). The absence of more than the majority of one's lifespans may miss some fleeting joys, but also avoid many of the undesirable events that one encounters throughout one's own life.

Additionally, on the point of wageslaving, many pro-lifers and even the State lament it because it is decades of less taxes from the individual, potentially tens or hundreds of thousands of dollars in revenue. As for the economics and the system, possibly millions in generated income that is gone from just an individual. It makes sense WHY the State and society is so hellbent being against CTB, but in the end, if someone really despises the system, if one does CTB, they effectively stop feeding in the same abusive power structures that enslave and oppress said individual. While others opt for change, it is mostly empty talk, because it means that one just keeps pushing for change that may/not come in one's lifetime. Sure, while there are some hardy people that will constantly push for such change, it is not guaranteed and may be for nothing. That isn't to say they shouldn't try for change while they are still sentient, if they have the energy and wish to, but for those who are tired, it should be their prerogative to hang up sentience and call it quits.

When pro-lifers state that CTB is NEVER an option, it is not only disingenuous, offensive, and just ignorant to us, but what they find tragic, we find liberating. It is liberating because we no longer have to deal with the non-sense that we face in daily life, including wageslaving and all the bullshit responsibilities, disappointment, appeasement of others (including staying alive against our will just so they don't have to feel bad), and more. A famous philosopher, Frederich Nietzsche once said "The thought of CTB [suicide] is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.", and that shows that while it may be tragic to pro-lifers and many others, it is liberation from suffering. They (the pro-lifers) hate the fact that one essentially activates a cheat code in sentience, and allows oneself to just ignore everything, therefore they try to not only discourage and dissuade such acts through shame, guilt, and various things, but even going as far as to incarceration, discrediting the individual (of not of sound mind), and even going as far stigmatizing the whole act, which ironically causes more people to hide their true intentions and actually go through with it, leaving a unwanted "surprise" for the survivors!

Personal anecdote:
Sometimes I wondered about being the insert number club (27, 29, 31, 32, etc.) when it comes CTB, not just out of superstition or anything, but knowing that the sooner I exit this suffering world of sentience (whenever my copes are no longer sufficient, the right catalysts hit the right spots, and the right time and circumstance), the less I have to deal with all the bullshit. For example, in my mid 30's now (at age 35) if I were to CTB, then I'd avoid at least more than three decades of wageslaving, disappointment, infirmity and disease, avoiding a situation where only anguish lingers as I age. I am also shielded from disappointment, shortcomings of life, as well as avoiding many worse events down the road, including infirmity and disease. I also avoid years of gambling with sentience, where only one bad accident, bad event (natural disaster, or man-made disaster) away from immense suffering and disability. There are many more, but for a thread, this would be just a few major examples of why CTB is not always a tragic act or outcome, but rather an act of ultimate liberation from suffering.

While there are many more other benefits of CTB'ing sooner than later (on one's own terms), I've listed a few major ones for example, and many of the cons are only cons when viewed by the mainstream and anti-choice perspective, which is what most people see rather than the people who have made peace with death and see the world for what it truly is. Of course, this isn't saying that people should CTB, it's ultimately one's own choice to CTB, to continue coping, or to recover. I am merely just venting, but also expressing my two cents on the very topic of the act of CTB itself.
 
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Wonderfully expressed.
 
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the sanctity of life dogma is so prevalent, i see many members of the forum also buy that shit
 
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Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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i agree with all your points.

however i haven't seen anyone even here post about how bad the worst pain is. the worst pain and the most horrible things far outweigh any meaningless fleeting pleasurable addictions in duration and in intensity .

where i differ from all humans even here is that to me the intensity of the worst pain is thousands or millions of times more horribly intense excruciating than the pleasurable things are pleasurable.

nobody understand how bad the constant worst pain is and how nothing could be worth even 10 seconds of it. to me nothing is worth even 3 seconds of the worst pain .

so of course to me my Death would not be a bad thing because i can't suffer unending constant unbearable pain that is a billion times worse than i can imagine or remember. and life to me or me living is bad because i could suffer so unbearably only while alive .
 
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@pthnrdnojvsc Good points, I almost forgot about including the point about avoiding the "worst" pain, even though I may have only indirectly mentioned it through avoiding the worst outcomes (terminal diseases and other disasters, whether natural or man-made), but yes what you said is spot on too.

Additionally, now that I've thought about it too, another point I could have added here is something that @Forever Sleep said in a post from another thread about when one becomes more bitter and resentment, but before one really goes to far extremes, CTB'ing would indirectly spare unwilling participants in the future from harm as well. Of course, many pro-lifers would always presume that he/she could have been saved, or CTB is never the answer, but I would bet money that almost ALL of them would have said "perpetrator blah blah should have CTB'd or started with themselves", if said perpetrator after the fact. Here is one example that shows exactly one situation where CTB is not necessarily tragic (though many people will still see it as tragic rather than accepting that the would be prepetrator saved many lives while also found peace and no longer suffered).

EDIT: Another pro of CTB'ing (especially sooner versus later) is that one avoids an ever-growing paternalistic society or world. Of course, while it is the opposite of what pro-lifers wish for, this is one act that proves the whole "but it (might) get better" sentiment because it (may, but most likely) won't get better most of the time. Enduring and prolonging sentience longer than what one wishes to is simply taking a gamble for things (in a sliver of chance, rarer than the lottery itself) to get better, but most likely it may just stay the same, or even get worse. Also, to say there are other things in sentience is nothing more than dismissive rhetoric as it only keeps presuming false and empty promises, and constantly passing the buck.
 
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This isn't necessarily a new idea or topic, but it is still important and worth discussing too, which is the fact that CTB'ing is not always a tragic thing, even outside of terminal illnesses. From the pro-choice perspective and point of view, one exiting on one's own terms, is a strong act of bodily autonomy and preservation of one's dignity as well as preventing oneself from suffering unnecessarily. It is also the ultimate rejection of (potential) future harm.

There are many other benefits of CTB'ing on one's own terms that isn't necessarily tragic and from the pro-choice perspective it outweighs the harms incurred by said person. Almost every human being sentient will at some point, have or had worked (or even continued to work) as long as they live, especially the vast majority of the human species. By CTB'ing, especially sooner than later, they end up avoiding wageslaving for many decades (possibly longer for those who were born in the late 80's or even early 90's. As someone such as myself, who ended up wage slaving in the past 5-6 years, with at least over 3 years of continuous employment, I cannot foresee myself wageslaving to support a society that goes against my values and what not. My copes do last me for a while, but not indefinite. So assuming that one leaves sooner than natural age, which is the life expectancy being around 80 years of age, chronologically speaking, notwithstanding diseases, ailments, and/or other causes (man-made disasters, natural disasters, etc.). The absence of more than the majority of one's lifespans may miss some fleeting joys, but also avoid many of the undesirable events that one encounters throughout one's own life.

Additionally, on the point of wageslaving, many pro-lifers and even the State lament it because it is decades of less taxes from the individual, potentially tens or hundreds of thousands of dollars in revenue. As for the economics and the system, possibly millions in generated income that is gone from just an individual. It makes sense WHY the State and society is so hellbent being against CTB, but in the end, if someone really despises the system, if one does CTB, they effectively stop feeding in the same abusive power structures that enslave and oppress said individual. While others opt for change, it is mostly empty talk, because it means that one just keeps pushing for change that may/not come in one's lifetime. Sure, while there are some hardy people that will constantly push for such change, it is not guaranteed and may be for nothing. That isn't to say they shouldn't try for change while they are still sentient, if they have the energy and wish to, but for those who are tired, it should be their prerogative to hang up sentience and call it quits.

When pro-lifers state that CTB is NEVER an option, it is not only disingenuous, offensive, and just ignorant to us, but what they find tragic, we find liberating. It is liberating because we no longer have to deal with the non-sense that we face in daily life, including wageslaving and all the bullshit responsibilities, disappointment, appeasement of others (including staying alive against our will just so they don't have to feel bad), and more. A famous philosopher, Frederich Nietzsche once said "The thought of CTB [suicide] is a great consolation: by means of it one gets through many a dark night.", and that shows that while it may be tragic to pro-lifers and many others, it is liberation from suffering. They (the pro-lifers) hate the fact that one essentially activates a cheat code in sentience, and allows oneself to just ignore everything, therefore they try to not only discourage and dissuade such acts through shame, guilt, and various things, but even going as far as to incarceration, discrediting the individual (of not of sound mind), and even going as far stigmatizing the whole act, which ironically causes more people to hide their true intentions and actually go through with it, leaving a unwanted "surprise" for the survivors!

Personal anecdote:
Sometimes I wondered about being the insert number club (27, 29, 31, 32, etc.) when it comes CTB, not just out of superstition or anything, but knowing that the sooner I exit this suffering world of sentience (whenever my copes are no longer sufficient, the right catalysts hit the right spots, and the right time and circumstance), the less I have to deal with all the bullshit. For example, in my mid 30's now (at age 35) if I were to CTB, then I'd avoid at least more than three decades of wageslaving, disappointment, infirmity and disease, avoiding a situation where only anguish lingers as I age. I am also shielded from disappointment, shortcomings of life, as well as avoiding many worse events down the road, including infirmity and disease. I also avoid years of gambling with sentience, where only one bad accident, bad event (natural disaster, or man-made disaster) away from immense suffering and disability. There are many more, but for a thread, this would be just a few major examples of why CTB is not always a tragic act or outcome, but rather an act of ultimate liberation from suffering.

While there are many more other benefits of CTB'ing sooner than later (on one's own terms), I've listed a few major ones for example, and many of the cons are only cons when viewed by the mainstream and anti-choice perspective, which is what most people see rather than the people who have made peace with death and see the world for what it truly is. Of course, this isn't saying that people should CTB, it's ultimately one's own choice to CTB, to continue coping, or to recover. I am merely just venting, but also expressing my two cents on the very topic of the act of CTB itself.
Honestly i'm only still here to enjoy my prime lol

I don't see a point in living in a reality as horrible as this if you can't enjoy the temporary high and you're trapped sitting on your ass in some sad grey cubicle.
 
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It's very clear that all there is to life is to work. Want to do anything else? Oh, you need to work to afford it. Work, work, work, work. What if I don't want to work? IRLs tell me it's such a shallow reason to want to CTB, but if I simply want to avoid decades worth of stress and, you guessed it, WORK, I should have the option to.
 
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I wish more people would see it that way. That someone can choose to leave sentience when they see no reason to continue without causing a tragedy.

While reading your thread my mind jumped to what was said in the recently released YouTube videos (as well as tantacruel's and the BBC documentaries) (yea sorry, I watched all of them partially): they highlight what society - the majority - thinks about people who CTB: the people left behind are the victims. Everyone pats them on the back and say "you don't deserve this", "this is not right". Nobody wants to see or understand the side of the person who died, only the side of people who are "left behind".
A type of death that is always branded as the "worst case scenario" will always be seen as a traumatic event and will always be hard to justify. :/

I hope it makes sense what I said... lately I am very exhausted and I feel like my English skills are deteriorating..
 
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Prime0

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It's the fact that you get imprisonned here is what I hate, people act like dogmatic animals, you can't just sit down and have a rational discussion with them.
I miss the times when I wasn't born, I didn't have a need, a desire, a responsability, or anything. I just didn't exist.

You know how homosexual, atheists etc used to be stigmatised in the middle age? It's the same case for suicidal people, except, there is a chance that might never change, because life is a more powerful dogma, it's based on our most primitive instincts after all.

Life has no objective meaning, and that's fine, but forcing people to be here and preventing easier methods isn't. I also hate the fact that suicide always have to be "tragic", it makes me feel trapped here even more, why does it have to even be tragic? Why someone stopping their suffering would be a bad thing? If anything is tragic, it's the outcomes that lead people to suicide, and to suffer, not death itself. When I'm sleeping I am at peace, I don't bother anyone, and I don't experience any negative emotion (and fuck the positive ones) why even the hell that would be a bad thing, death is just like sleep anyways, your consciousness shuts down and that's it, I find not existing way more logical than suffering, and getting (some) pleasure.

Life is a mistake that never should've happened, people should feel sad for those living, not the dead.

No one gives a shit about you in this world (not that they have to) but when you die suddenly it's "tragic"? I have money, so I deserve some euthanasia service don't I?

I kind of like Inmendham's talkings about life, not sure if you know about him but I think he has the most consistent answers towards what life is even about.
 
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another statistic

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Each person has their own values, but in most cases, due to moral standards, people tend to view life as something sacred and unquestionable. Specifically, for any system, it's important that the bolts don't break - I don't think that needs explaining. Additionally, death is often associated with intense suffering, which makes us attach a label to it.
 
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Prime0

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Each person has their own values, but in most cases, due to moral standards, people tend to view life as something sacred and unquestionable. Specifically, for any system, it's important that the bolts don't break - I don't think that needs explaining. Additionally, death is often associated with intense suffering, which makes us attach a label to it.
But the reason why death is filled with suffering is because of life to begin with, evolution is filled with ironies. You couldn't suffer if you weren't born, and unfortunately evolution created terrible horrible mechanisms such as the ability to feel pain, once you are here you are undoubtedly fucked.

That's why people ask for euthanasia, not to suffer. It's not death itself that is terrible but the suffering that you experience while going through it, ironically even death being painful is because of life.
 
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another statistic

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But the reason why death is filled with suffering is because of life to begin with, evolution is filled with ironies. You couldn't suffer if you weren't born, and unfortunately evolution created terrible horrible mechanisms such as the ability to feel pain, once you are here you are undoubtedly fucked.

That's why people ask for euthanasia, not to suffer. It's not death itself that is terrible but the suffering that you experience while going through it, ironically even death being painful is because of life.
Bro, what you just said is called antinatalism or philosophical pessimism. I think you know that.
 
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another statistic

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Больше всего меня раздражает сам факт заключения под стражу, люди ведут себя как догматичные животные, с ними невозможно просто сесть и вести рациональную дискуссию.
Я скучаю по тем временам, когда меня ещё не было на свете, когда у меня не было ни потребностей, ни желаний, ни обязанностей, ничего подобного. Меня просто не существовало.

Вы знаете, как в средние века гомосексуалов, атеистов и т.д. клеймили? То же самое касается и людей, склонных к суициду, за исключением того, что есть вероятность, что это никогда не изменится, потому что жизнь — это более могущественная догма, ведь она основана на наших самых примитивных инстинктах.

Жизнь не имеет объективного смысла, и это нормально, но заставлять людей быть здесь и препятствовать более простым способам — нет. Меня также раздражает тот факт, что самоубийство всегда должно быть «трагичным», это ещё больше усугубляет моё чувство заточения. Почему это вообще должно быть трагично? Почему прекращение страданий — это плохо? Если что-то и трагично, так это последствия, которые приводят людей к самоубийству и страданиям, а не сама смерть. Когда я сплю, я в покое, я никому не мешаю и не испытываю никаких негативных эмоций (и плевать на позитивные). Почему это вообще плохо? Смерть — это всё равно что сон: твоё сознание отключается, и всё. Я считаю, что не существовать гораздо логичнее, чем страдать и получать (какое-то) удовольствие.

Жизнь — это ошибка, которой никогда не должно было случиться. Люди должны сочувствовать живым, а не мертвым.

В этом мире всем наплевать на тебя (хотя им это и не обязательно), но когда ты умираешь внезапно, это считается "трагедией"? У меня есть деньги, так что я заслуживаю эвтаназии, не так ли?

Мне, в общем-то, нравятся рассуждения Инмендхема о жизни. Не знаю, знакомы ли вы с ним, но мне кажется, у него самые последовательные ответы на вопрос о том, что вообще представляет собой жизнь.
I think it's a matter of time, it's just that humanity is worried about other problems.
 
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Prime0

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I think it's a matter of time, it's just that humanity is worried about other problems.
What, euthanasia? I doubt it will ever be accessible, maybe restrictions could be loosened a little bit here and there but I doubt there would ever be an unconditional one (for major people).

And since that's the case I won't gonna be able to qualify for it due to me being "healthy". They are still gonna ask for some illness or something, which I don't have. I could theorically try to get diaognised for something but there's no guarantee I would be, and that it would be enough.
 
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another statistic

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What, euthanasia? I doubt it will ever be accessible, maybe restrictions could be loosened a little bit here and there but I doubt there would ever be an unconditional one (for major people).

And since that's the case I won't gonna be able to qualify for it due to me being "healthy". They are still gonna ask for some illness or something, which I don't have. I could theorically try to get diaognised for something but there's no guarantee I would be, and that it would be enough.
Yes, euthanasia. Personally, I think it's not in the near future. At least medicine is currently based on the principle of "do no harm" and always having the option to reverse it, but death directly contradicts this. In most countries, euthanasia is completely banned as such, even if you are terminally ill.
 
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Yes, euthanasia. Personally, I think it's not in the near future. At least medicine is currently based on the principle of "do no harm" and always having the option to reverse it, but death directly contradicts this. In most countries, euthanasia is completely banned as such, even if you are terminally ill.
Yeah it won't gonna happen in my lifetime anyways, there's nothing that concerns me.

If there's something that I'm 100% sure about, is the fact that my death isn't gonna be from euthanasia.
 
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I think, if you were brought into this world without your permission, anyone should be able to leave without permission of anybody else.
 
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I agree with you, from past few days I was also thinking on people saying that if you CBT, your problems don't go away you do and iam like, I know that's the whole point 😄😄
 
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I agree with you, from past few days I was also thinking on people saying that if you CBT, your problems don't go away you do and iam like, I know that's the whole point 😄😄
The problem is that we are addicted to life, we weren't here for billions of years, then suddenly we came here. At least that's what I felt, I suddenly gained a consciousness out of nowhere. Before being born I didn't miss or want anything, but once we are born we forget the "peace" at which we were in before being born and it becomes the new default, add the cultural pressions etc we keep continuing the cycle and creating new suffering machines out of nowhere, and evolution is so cruel so it's made every way possible to make us not want to die, people don't grasp how horrible but really horrible life is, it's more horrible than the most horrific story ever made.
 
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The idea of choosing your own ending instead of being dragged through decades of disappointment, exploitation, illness, or just exhaustion… it feels powerful. It feels like reclaiming control in a world that often feels rigged. But here's where I struggle with this framing. When I talk about "liberation," I have to ask myself,liberation for which version of me? The me that's exhausted? The me that's burned out from working jobs that feel meaningless? The me that feels betrayed by systems, people, expectations? Or the version of me that might exist in five years, who I can't fully imagine right now because depression narrows my vision so much that the future looks like a flat gray wall? I've had periods where I was absolutely convinced I was just opting out of this cruelty and suffering. That it was rational. That I was simply declining participation in a system I didn't consent to. But if I'm honest, a lot of that "rational" language was sitting on top of something much more raw which is exhaustion, hurt, resentment, and a deep sense of not wanting to keep carrying everything. Also mental states change. Energy changes. Meaning shifts. I've felt things I swore would be permanent that weren't. That doesn't invalidate the pain , it just means pain isn't always a reliable prophet.
CTB isn't the only way to reject a system. It's the most final one. There's something ironic about saying "I refuse to feed abusive power structures" by removing the only consciousness that could have shaped something different, even in small ways.
I still wanna ctb, thats just sharing what my SI says, thank you
 
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Not trying to be clever, but I think it can be both. Some people don't deserve the positions they're in. If you're the product of a bad environment and your life is miserable and you want to end it, I do think that is tragic.
I'm partly like that, but I also messed things up myself. Not as tragic but still sad.
But at the end of the day, if what a person decides is to end their life, then it should be respected. It sucks because the suffering isn't a person's fault most of the time, but you still need to escape it.
 

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