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kindawannacrylol

kindawannacrylol

Student
Jan 13, 2021
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I hate myself i hate my body so much i hate my mind so much, i despise the way i look. But mostly i hate the fact that i hate myself. That I can only think about how ugly I am, that I can only think about how fat I am. I can't wait to end this miserable existence, to finally destroy this body I hate and for the thoughts to finally stop
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,576
I understand the feeling of being desperate to leave and I know that it can be so awful to be trapped in an existence that you hate. I wish you relief from suffering as none of us should ever have to endure such agony.
 
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yıη

So if I escape, will my pain go away?
Jun 22, 2022
72
To be consumed by hatred for one's self is a cursed existence. To feel nothing, but loathing for oneself, is to persistently be in pain. Only there is no blood to reveal this to others. Yet, in the end, we will cherish that.
 
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lili

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Feb 17, 2022
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I am really sorry you feel this way. I really do hate myself as well. It's painful to be in my own body. My muscles ache and I can't move because I just don't want to keep going .
 

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