Venting i hate may

[cloudgazer25]

may is not my month. in 2018, my cat passed away of old age. id had him since i was 7. 2019, i was gonna ctb via jumping off a bridge but stupidly told a therapist and they pushed me to the ER and I was in an out patient program for a month. when i realized what today was i got so sad and worried. im in a complete opposite mind state right now. i moved in with my boyfriend (the love of my life) in march and things are just so good right now despite the quarantine (which i dont even get to do since im an "essential worker"). i also just got out of a depressive episode and now im most likely gonna sink back in.

 

[TheGoodGuy]

Our family cat she died two a couple weeks ago 18 year of age she has been with me almost through all my life so I know how horrible it feels.

 

[faust]

Hello, it seems to me that you have cycles of depression.
Yes, it is very sad life turned gray again, however now it might be an option to have a strategy or a plan how to get out of depression.
When everything starts, it can be easier to overcome than if you postpone and wait till you are terribly wrong.
Wish you a good luck!