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MidwinterSparkle

MidwinterSparkle

Hey you, There's still time to end this faster~
May 31, 2023
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Hey everyone, me again.

Today I wanna mainly talk about how much I hate being so indecisive about how I wanna go out.

I've been thinking about Hanging. The issue with that is, I don't necessarily have a decent place in my home to do that, we live in a 1 story house and the rods in our closets are unstable, not to mention that it's a... Pretty low hang.

I've thought about overdosing but I made a threat about that and was told to do a little bit more research, and decided against that, since it's a low chance of success.

Now I'm trying my hardest to find SN, Amazon and eBay aren't exactly on my side so I'm not sure where to find it. At all.

I'm in a state where I'm now very indecisive on how I wanna go out, I REALLY want to just have SN but at the same time if I need to I'll find a way to go hang myself in the woods or something despite how I don't wanna publicly CTB.

If anyone has any sources of SN outside of Amazon and eBay I'd appreciate help.
 
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