I had N and I couldn’t do it

[bing]

Literally had 2 bottles in my hand and I couldn't overcome the survival instinct even though my life is so horrible it is unimaginable to live like this for 40 more years.

Then some feds confiscated it so now I have nothing.

I am going to try to order it again because I can't do this anymore. I have officially lost at life and I have no hope for the future. I have severe paranoia and everyone is my enemy until proven otherwise.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

That's tough. How are they able to locate after safe delivery?

 

[Atlantian]

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[bing]

how did you get the n if you don't already have D's email ?

I deleted his email from everything after I received my N because he told me to. I suppose I can get it again but it was very annoying to download the PPH. I had to use another program and it took all day

That's tough. How are they able to locate after safe delivery?

Customs I guess. They receive some tip about it and then check the address. I could have hid it better to be honest.

No need to worry. There is an even more easily attained but worse tasting alternative: SN. Add it to your cart next time you're buying cheap chinese products on Jeff bezos website

That one scares me. I'd rather just fall asleep

 

[hopeless123]

Can you expand on the feds turning up and confiscating your N.

They knocked on your front door and identified themselves as and said what? And you pointed at two random bottles and they took it off you?

Did you let anyone else know you had N?

If you can fill in the blanks mate, as it doesn't make sense in my head.

Thanks.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really unbearable what you have to endure and I'm sorry that you live a life that is constant suffering. To me it is cruel how others want to take away the N. No one should be forced to live a horrible life against their wishes and a peaceful exit should be a human right. I hope that you find relief from your pain.

 

[bing]

Can you expand on the feds turning up and confiscating your N.

They knocked on your front door and identified themselves as and said what? And you pointed at two random bottles and they took it off you?

Did you let anyone else know you had N?

If you can fill in the blanks mate, as it doesn't make sense in my head.

Thanks.

I was out for a walk. I had ordered it to my parents house a few weeks prior. My dad let them in while I was out. They identified themselves to my dad and then asked to search my room in the house. They found it and took it

 

[Judy Garland]

I'm sorry this life is so rough. It is for me too.

 

[Ta555]

I was out for a walk. I had ordered it to my parents house a few weeks prior. My dad let them in while I was out. They identified themselves to my dad and then asked to search my room in the house. They found it and took it

Not to cause offence here but this story sounds really...suspicious? I just can't see that going down. That sounds like something out of a tv show rather than real life or how LE legally works.
So you had it confiscated and now you want to order more to the SAME address even though now your parents know you've ordered an illegal medication to end your life?
And LE need a warrant to search your place and should've shown up with one.
This really makes very little sense.

 

[Suicideorgy]

Not to cause offence here but this story sounds really...suspicious? I just can't see that going down. That sounds like something out of a tv show rather than real life or how LE legally works.
So you had it confiscated and now you want to order more to the SAME address even though now your parents know you've ordered an illegal medication to end your life?
And LE need a warrant to search your place and should've shown up with one.
This really makes very little sense.

This is the exact same story I read a week or two ago. Not sure if its the same poster. Even down to going for a walk and pops letting LE search. I cant use tje search feature but I know for a fact ive seen this before.

 

[Funeralprincess]

pm sent

Can you PM it to me too? It's kinda important

 

[bing]

Not to cause offence here but this story sounds really...suspicious? I just can't see that going down. That sounds like something out of a tv show rather than real life or how LE legally works.
So you had it confiscated and now you want to order more to the SAME address even though now your parents know you've ordered an illegal medication to end your life?
And LE need a warrant to search your place and should've shown up with one.
This really makes very little sense.

It truly was that simple. Also they showed up with a mental health liaison from the local police office. My dad just let them right in the door. He's an old fool if that makes sense. Also he's a paranoid boomer that doesn't want to get in trouble.

This is the exact same story I read a week or two ago. Not sure if its the same poster. Even down to going for a walk and pops letting LE search. I cant use tje search feature but I know for a fact ive seen this before.

I posted that. It happened. It was that simple. I get why ppl are suspicious but I can't really say much more that's about it.

 

[Interloper]

Not to cause offence here but this story sounds really...suspicious? I just can't see that going down. That sounds like something out of a tv show rather than real life or how LE legally works.
So you had it confiscated and now you want to order more to the SAME address even though now your parents know you've ordered an illegal medication to end your life?
And LE need a warrant to search your place and should've shown up with one.
This really makes very little sense.

Where I live they can do a house search if the head of the house allows them to. (presumably his father in this scenario) They can also search without a warrant if they 'catch you in the act' on something, which if they know what he ordered might apply. We don't know where OP lives though, maybe the US based on him using the word feds so who knows. They probably have loopholes in the US too to get past having to use a warrant.