• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
Soapie

Soapie

I hope we all can heal from this
Mar 26, 2021
85
I'm not sure I actually took any action in my dream to die. I just felt it coming and this wave of relief washed over me. I felt my life leave me in this dream. It was the most real-feeling sensation I've ever had while sleeping. It truly felt like I always imagined it would. It was a little hard to breathe and I felt this funny tingle all over and my chest felt really strange. I fell to the ground and I just... Slipped away. I miss that feeling now. Have you ever experienced anything like this?
 
  • Like
Reactions: Journeytoletgo and CommitSudoku
C

CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
So was your dream mostly indistinct then?

Over the past two days I've had two dreams I could barely tell apart from reality. In the first I was in a blurry drunken haze and was just taking pill after pill and had no idea what any of them were. In my dream from today I choked myself so hard that there were thin cuts all over my neck from the rope and I remember just tracing over them with my fingers. These dreams were a bit nerve wrecking since I didn't actually die and it was like a limbo where it felt like reality as well. In the past I had a dream where I died being swept away into a tornado and that was the most peaceful a dream I've ever had.
 

Similar threads

A
Replies
3
Views
397
Suicide Discussion
abstractcat7
A
DarkJason
Replies
1
Views
202
Suicide Discussion
Hystearical
Hystearical
Inner
Replies
0
Views
149
Suicide Discussion
Inner
Inner
bb5055
Replies
1
Views
322
Suicide Discussion
stillbelow
stillbelow
DezDestiny
Replies
1
Views
225
Suicide Discussion
paranoias64
paranoias64