Venting I got no excuse

[Painless_end]

I am such a sorry excuse for a human being. I am too unmotivated and unenergetic. My biggest weakness is I don't want more responsibility in life. I am stupid and dull.

I bet 90% of the people using this site, despite being suicidal, are more productive and just generally better people than me. I truly believe that.

I don't want to hurt anyone or prove anything. I just want to die. But peacefully, without violence or pain.

Please God. Please I beg you, please end my sorry existence. I am tired of being so useless and unmotivated.

 

[SexyIncél]

No one's better than you… But I hope you get the peace you wish for.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't see anything wrong with being unmotivated. After all, none of us asked for this life in the first place. I've never had any interest in living and all those productive people are just distracting themselves from the fact that they will all die eventually someday. It's all for no purpose.

I don't understand why anybody would want more responsibility. The idea of a 'productive' life sounds stressful, depressing and tiring. I also want to exit peacefully more than anything, your feelings are understandable. It's unfair how it's this difficult to die and the dead are so lucky as they cannot feel pain. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering. Best wishes.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I am such a sorry excuse for a human being. I am too unmotivated and unenergetic. My biggest weakness is I don't want more responsibility in life. I am stupid and dull.

I bet 90% of the people using this site, despite being suicidal, are more productive and just generally better people than me. I truly believe that.

I don't want to hurt anyone or prove anything. I just want to die. But peacefully, without violence or pain.

Please God. Please I beg you, please end my sorry existence. I am tired of being so useless and unmotivated.

I have no excuses either other than zero motivation… It's like an empty fuel tank… I feel like there's some childhood trauma that led me to this… I don't know if that's an excuse but there must be some reason why the rest of the world gets up every morning and goes to work and I don't…

 

[y'ffre]

I am such a sorry excuse for a human being. I am too unmotivated and unenergetic. My biggest weakness is I don't want more responsibility in life. I am stupid and dull.

I bet 90% of the people using this site, despite being suicidal, are more productive and just generally better people than me. I truly believe that.

I don't want to hurt anyone or prove anything. I just want to die. But peacefully, without violence or pain.

Please God. Please I beg you, please end my sorry existence. I am tired of being so useless and unmotivated.

I just want to ask you. What happens when you push yourself to do something boring?
Are you feeling miserable, sad, or uncomfortable at that time? Or something else that I can not predict.

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

I am such a sorry excuse for a human being. I am too unmotivated and unenergetic. My biggest weakness is I don't want more responsibility in life. I am stupid and dull.

I bet 90% of the people using this site, despite being suicidal, are more productive and just generally better people than me. I truly believe that.

I don't want to hurt anyone or prove anything. I just want to die. But peacefully, without violence or pain.

Please God. Please I beg you, please end my sorry existence. I am tired of being so useless and unmotivated.

I feel you. This could have been written by me