I got a stroke of luck?

[suicidalalcoholic]

My brother is going for vacation this thursday to saturday and my mom is going on a business trip for the same period so i will be alone. I might CTB during this period. Not sure what method though. I was thinking of cutting but ive heard from here that its really unaffective. The only possible routes i have are cutting and drowning. I am probably too scared to try another form of CTB

 

[fleurdelune]

don't try to cut yourself; there's a fair chance that you won't reach the arteries and you'll just be left with nerve damage in your arms or legs or wherever

i would look into other ways to go if i were you

 

[suicidalalcoholic]

don't try to cut yourself; there's a fair chance that you won't reach the arteries and you'll just be left with nerve damage in your arms or legs or wherever

i would look into other ways to go if i were you

thank you for informing me, i did not know that. Drowning might be my only way then. I almost drowned once before, not by any intention of taking my life but just swimming. I struggled for a while but i still remember that feeling when i accepted my fate. It honestly was really peaceful, i will never forget that feeling. Maybe i will feel it again

 

[fleurdelune]

thank you for informing me, i did not know that. Drowning might be my only way then. I almost drowned once before, not by any intention of taking my life but just swimming. I struggled for a while but i still remember that feeling when i accepted my fate. It honestly was really peaceful, i will never forget that feeling. Maybe i will feel it again

i'm sorry you feel like you have to do this :( i wish you the best whether in life or death