I get so frustrated when I wake up

[butterfly3]

Every time I sleep I just hope that I don't wake up, and then I do. So the first emotions I feel when I wake up is dread and frustration. I just wish I could peacefully drift off in my sleep.
I remember recently, the first thoughts I had while half asleep, about to wake up was literally thoughts and images of me attempting. I just can't keep living like this.

 

[rationaltake]

So sorry. I understand. I don't want any more life.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand how you feel, all that I want is to fall asleep and never wake again. My life is just meaningless suffering and I am so tired of living. I am trapped in this world as it is so difficult to leave. It is all so depressing. I'm sorry that you feel this way, I know that this life can be unbearable when all you want is to leave. I wish you the best.

 

[Al_stargate]

Every morning when I wake up, it feels like a punch in the gut. Oh no this shit again. And I was perfectly happy less than 5 months ago. But if I get my N, one morning I'm not gonna wake up anymore. Lights out for me, can't live like this no more.