Venting I get no satisfaction from my existence

[ClownMe]

hey everyone, the last week has been horrible for me so I thought I would come on here and rant about how shit everything is. I've got no family or friends to confide in, so I'm really glad I have this community.

I didnt ask to be born, I didnt ask for this family, I didnt ask for this life and I didnt ask for my existence, but I got it anyway.

Nothing brings me joy anymore, im literally a robot at this point. things I used to like, I can no longer stand for more than 15 minutes. things I give a go just always feel like a chore. I just eat and drink now not because I want to, but because I want to fill in time.

Money and promotions are useless, im either going to be too old to enjoy the benefits of them or dead.

I'm lonely beyond comprehension, the only social interaction I have with anyone outside of my work is my delusional mother and brother, hell, even my dad doesnt want anything to do with me. Nobody messages me, im important to nobody except my dog (which is something i guess).

Everything just sucks. its been the same shit day in day out, week in week out, month in month out, year in year out for ages now. Nothing changes because the way I see the World cant change.

I cant wait to die, this life is overrated, whether you see it or not. Ive tried to turn my life around but each time I just end up more depressed, more suicidal, its absolutely pointless.

 

[WornOutLife]

Yeah, unless we do our best to change things want change and to make matters worse, in the end, it's all pointless because we'll just get older and die!

Thus, I wanna get the hell out of this planet asap in spite of doing my best to keep on living lol.

Nonsense!

 

[FuneralCry]

I can relate. This existence can be torture. I see it as like a prison, we are brought into it without choice and we lack the right to have an peaceful death. We have to suffer so much and then we just die anyway. It is pointless. Life certainly is overrated.

 

[NormaJeane]

There are many people here on Sanctioned Suicide who are lonely. I myself have lived almost my hole life in family that I did not fit into and which I did not create. I have often argued with my relatives. I have tried to talk about death, suicide and euthansia with my relatives for mounths, I said that we are all going to die and that people have the right to decide over their own lives and why should someone suffer for years when it is better to die sooner than later and why should our pets be treated better than humans. Every time I started talking about death with my relatives they refused to discuss the subject because they live in denial of human death. Nothing I said about the subject could change their minds. I thought about killing myself and say nothing to them about it, but my relatives can be hurt by this and when I am dead nothing can be done about it. We have had many years together, which is more important than their lack of understanding about death. So the next time my relatives wanted to visit me, I told them that I was to sick to meet them and turned off my phone for weeks. Then they got worried about me and today we talked on the phone; I got them to understand that our pets should not be treated better than humans and that I have the right to decide over my life. For the first time I could talk to my relatives about death and that I firsthand want to die with the help of a doctor and that we all deserve a peaceful and fast death with the help of a doctor. There can be understanding in a family, just give them some time. Our relatives should help us who want to die in a suicide clinic, travel to Switzerland with us and be with us in death.

 

[heretogethelp]

hey everyone, the last week has been horrible for me so I thought I would come on here and rant about how shit everything is. I've got no family or friends to confide in, so I'm really glad I have this community.

I didnt ask to be born, I didnt ask for this family, I didnt ask for this life and I didnt ask for my existence, but I got it anyway.

Nothing brings me joy anymore, im literally a robot at this point. things I used to like, I can no longer stand for more than 15 minutes. things I give a go just always feel like a chore. I just eat and drink now not because I want to, but because I want to fill in time.

Money and promotions are useless, im either going to be too old to enjoy the benefits of them or dead.

I'm lonely beyond comprehension, the only social interaction I have with anyone outside of my work is my delusional mother and brother, hell, even my dad doesnt want anything to do with me. Nobody messages me, im important to nobody except my dog (which is something i guess).

Everything just sucks. its been the same shit day in day out, week in week out, month in month out, year in year out for ages now. Nothing changes because the way I see the World cant change.

I cant wait to die, this life is overrated, whether you see it or not. Ive tried to turn my life around but each time I just end up more depressed, more suicidal, its absolutely pointless.

Life hurts so much and is hardly worth it. I empathize with you.

 

[NoPointToContinue]

I can relate to this too. There is no grand purpose behind the existence, no destination to reach, nothing to achieve. It is pretty much pointless, so if I'm not happy why bother.