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Shu

Shu

As above, So Below.
Jan 21, 2022
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And I forgive myself.

Most parents raise their children on fear. It's up to me to find my way from the fear and find my way into my own love.
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Huntfish34

Enlightened
Mar 13, 2020
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Forgiveness can be a Very hard thing to do, something I've been struggling mightily with.

Good on you for taking that step, commendable no doubt.
 
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Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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life on this planet is unforgivable can't wait for it all to be over with the sooner the better
given the choice to exist here like this or be nothing forever i know what i'd choose
it's just to evil to be alive here to much pain and suffering, 100,000 years humans have been living here thats just way to long and for what there's nothing here worth going through all this living hell, there's more misery and pain here than there is good in the world, 100,000 years we've been working everyday just to survive for little reward slave wage can't even afford a home after 100,000 years it's a terrible place the sooner it all comes end the better off we will all be, evil has won here for billions of years soon good will win and there will be no more suffering and pain and misery, there's nothing to look forward to here expect escaping this hellhole
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
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I agree I have to stop blaming Them
 
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Symbiote

Illuminated
Oct 12, 2020
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I finished reading the book "When Sorry Is Not Enough' and in the last few chapters there's a section on Forgiving Yourself. We have the real self and we have the ideal self, and it's separated by the lack of forgiving ourselves. If we forgive ourselves then we may have the chance of reaching our ideal self sooner than later. My ideal self and real self is so far apart that I just gave up. Add to that having to forgive my mom for selling me out to pedophiles, yeah I can't do that. It's fucked my life up even more and screwed me from the start. I don't blame them at least, but have increased the self-blame on myself for not seeking help sooner.

*The book is good if you just eliminate all the religious talk or replace God with something else
 
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LivideLamb

I'm so decaying, feeling like an ashtray
Jan 5, 2020
367
I'll always be impressed and happy that some people can indeed forgive people around them. I don't think I'll personally go through a forgiveness process. I've tried it several times and meditated in therapy on that thought but to no success. I'm full of hate for my pseudo-loved ones. Always have, always will.
 

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