I finished my final suicide notes, funeral requests and will.

[Largeletters]

I've written God only knows how many suicide related notes over the years, but I wanted to write a new one so it holds my more recent feelings. I wrote one general note explaining why and things I hope people know, then I wrote one individual note each for my Mom, Dad, and Grandma. I wrote out funeral requests and a will. I wish it was more detailed, but these are good enough. All I need to do now is shower so I can die civilly and then hang myself. I'm as ready as I'll ever be.

Right before I CTB, I will make a goodbye thread and schedule it to post after I die.

 

[FuneralCry]

If this the option you want then I wish you peace.

 

[blue_muse]

I'm sorry to hear life's brought you to this point. It's always sad to learn of any SS member's pending departure and you're no exception.

 

[hʚll]

no matter what you choose to do, i wish you eternal peace

 

[Anonymous 4]

I'm sorry this is the only way, I wish you peace

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

Truly sorry you're suffering so much…… I wish there's something anyone can do for you. I wish you good luck and safe journey.

 

[Weary Soul]

I admire that you have been able to do this, and at the same time am very sad that life has brought you to this point.

 

[OceanBlue]

I'm sorry you were brought into this world and had this experience.
I hope people who know you understand and respect your decision.
Sending virtual hugs.

 

[The Lonely]

I don't have letters to anyone. :(

I already talked to everyone… (asked for help, got totally silenced, excluded) …
So I don't have any letters….

I had tons of diaries and silly things I used to keep…
but im Managing to eliminate everything… even jewelry …. I'll totally put at the garbage can ….