all of a sudden i cant attempt to ctb anymore, its like i physically cant put the rope around my neck anymore, almost like something is stopping me, is that a good thing? for context i had almost ctb'd like 2 weeks ago, and that was the closest i got. I had been spiralling until that day, and now i feel weird, sometimes good, sometimes exhausted, but not as bad as before the last attempt. What happened?
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StupidCat
retard
- Apr 24, 2025
- 315
It just happens. I was preparing my SN just a week ago and getting antiemetics. But now I don't feel like doing it even tho I still want to die.
SchizoPolyGymnast
Paragon
- May 28, 2024
- 926
I would say this is a good thing. Trust it and chances are it will make sense later.
real, idk if its laziness or im getting better
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