It's so clear to me that CTB is the only way forward. There isn't any doubt or hesitation, just the base urge to survive. But then I think about what that really means, what it really entails, and my thoughts are immediately assuaged by the promised comfort of death.
when the pain of living exceeds the fear of dying, that's when we will fully commit.
when the pain of living exceeds the fear of dying, that's when we will fully commit.
