i feel so lost

[akrasia]

i've been feeling all kind of emotions lately. Mostly confuse, lost, depressed, and irritated. It's hard for me to explain it. I feel so disconnected from myself. I would doze off/ daydream a lot lately, staring off into space blankly. I've noticed a lost of appetite and motivation. I don't understand my feelings, nor do I understand myself.
Any ideas what's wrong with me? It could be depersonalization but i'm not sure.

 

[Black kettle]

When I feel that way, I start writing everything that comes to mind on paper. It gives me something to look back on in a more lucid time (which always comes at some point). This also helps me organize my thoughts in a bid to try to understand WTF is happening in my head

 

[Гууу]

i've been feeling all kind of emotions lately. Mostly confuse, lost, depressed, and irritated. It's hard for me to explain it. I feel so disconnected from myself. I would doze off/ daydream a lot lately, staring off into space blankly. I've noticed a lost of appetite and motivation. I don't understand my feelings, nor do I understand myself.
Any ideas what's wrong with me? It could be depersonalization but i'm not sure.

I'm sorry for you feeling that. Are you still using AD and what kind of you are using if you are?

Edit: I got some kind of fun story. I've used to be pretend neurodegenerate affect of taking antipsychotics and sort of schizophrenia-related disease affection in mental hospital due to advice of my local doctor. He developed story of lies for me: i should tell that i lack of confidence, concentration and sleep disorders, having pills in regime for a long time (that i didn't at all). That was a thing i need to have papers of me can't be used in military, that needed to have job in my country. Aint gone hard for me as person with continuous depression having autistic affections. It's like a Stanislavsky school of theatre: you shall live the role to play it.
Maybe it's rude to say, but i assume you could be affected your own high-emphatic character having prospected feeling of others or being reed some diagnosis and wore them to yourself.

 

[akrasia]

I'm sorry for you feeling that. Are you still using AD and what kind of you are using if you are?

what does AD stands for?

 

[Black kettle]

what does AD stands for?

Antidepressants I suspect

 

[akrasia]

If you were referring to antidepressants, I stopped taking them a few months ago. I used to take prozac.

I'm sorry for you feeling that. Are you still using AD and what kind of you are using if you are?

 

[Гууу]

If you were referring to antidepressants, I stopped taking them a few months ago. I used to take prozac.

Prosac denial or not long time to having it may have similar symptoms. Also read my updated post, it can be interesting for you.

 

[akrasia]

I'm sorry for you feeling that. Are you still using AD and what kind of you are using if you are?

Edit: I got some kind of fun story. I've used to be pretend neurodegenerate affect of taking antipsychotics and sort of schizophrenia-related disease affection in mental hospital due to advice of my local doctor. He developed story of lies for me: i should tell that i lack of confidence, concentration and sleep disorders, having pills in regime for a long time (that i didn't at all). That was a thing i need to have papers of me can't be used in military, that needed to have job in my country. Aint gone hard for me as person with continuous depression having autistic affections. It's like a Stanislavsky school of theatre: you shall live the role to play it.
Maybe it's rude to say, but i assume you could be affected your own high-emphatic character having prospected feeling of others or being reed some diagnosis and wore them to yourself.

Lovely story. Ah, I have thoughts about that sometimes. I would question myself if what i'm feeling was true or not. Whether i'm feeling this way because i put it on myself.
It makes me question my entire existence and confuse me more about myself. It gives me a headache or panic attack when I think about it too much.

 

[Гууу]

Lovely story. Ah, I have thoughts about that sometimes. I would question myself if what i'm feeling was true or not. Whether i'm feeling this way because i put it on myself.
It makes me question my entire existence and confuse me more about myself. It gives me a headache or panic attack when I think about it too much.

Don't meant to hurt you. IMO you can be successful with med therapy tho.

 

[akrasia]

Don't meant to hurt you. IMO you can be successful with med therapy tho.

It's alright, I know you didn't mean any harm. You didn't do anything wrong, all you did was gave me your opinion. :)

 

[Final Escape]

Sounds like dissociation and emotional flashbacks. This lockdown certainly doesn't help motivation because if u feel like there's no rewards to go out and do anything it's tough to motivate yourself. I think many people feel this way right now especially. It's worsened by the lockdown.