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hellispink

hellispink

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May 26, 2022
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I dont know if it is because of my bdp or what, but I feel like I want to destroy every inch of me. self harm is not enough, I wish I could drug myself and do a bunch of reckless stuff. Anyone feels the same?
 
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Brianiskillingme

Brianiskillingme

Slowly Dying Inside
Jan 18, 2022
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As a person also with BPD, yes I understand. I plan on doing everything I want to do, eat what I want the final week of my life.
 
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FML_

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Jun 26, 2022
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Yeah, I probably would've already done that if my chronic disorder didn't prevent me from doing it. It would be so freeing to just do some crazy stuff before ending it all. Life is just better when you step outside your comfort zone
 
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are we almost there?
Apr 5, 2022
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I have bpd also. I am going to ruin myself before I leave these days are just drug use and cutting everyone off
 
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