I feel like a god

[theonethatsleeps]

Maybe this is the wrong place. But even then, where am I supposed to talk about it?

I feel like a god. And I don't mean the "Oh, I took drugs, and I feel so good" type.

I feel like I was meant to be somewhere else. Somewhere distant. Watching over the multiverse.
I feel like all of this is wrong. I don't want to be here. I don't want to suffer as a human. Humans are awful. And so are animals. And so is this rock, this galaxy, this universe.
And I feel like ctb might get me out of here. Ascending to a new place. A new species. A new life.
And I feel like as I ascend, I let this world and it's inhabitants all rot and crumble.
I want to see all of this vanish in the most brutal way.
And they will all regret it.

(Sorry, if this may come out erratic. Not trying to invalidate any religions.)

 

[SoLowHollow48]

This is the freshest take I've ever read regarding suicide. I would think that people who are here are either those who think of themselves as lowly (such as myself) or hopeless (fighting with terminal illnesses/worsening mental health).

To separate oneself from this mortal coil is to ascend to a freeing state. I get you.

 

[Defatigatis]

Can relate SO MUCH.
I also think that i deserve something far, far better than live in this hellhole of a place where i fell constant alienation — even entertainment sometimes get hollow, meaningless. Like i already consumed everything that satisfies My exceptional tastes and sensibility.

You're definitely not alone in these fellings.

 

[Pluto]