i feel an urge to let everything falls apart

[NothingElseMatters]

My college, my job, my whole life. There's just one more class till i graduate but i'm like fuck that shit, i ain't got no more patience to deal with that crap. goddammit how i want to die.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know that it can be unbearable living a life you hate. This life can be torture and it can be very tiring. I wish you the best in whatever happens.

 

[eyeroller]

It's the repetition that kills me. The way our soceity structures everything ensures that the past just goes on forever.

I hope better days for you I know that can seem like hoping for a miracle. Please listen to what you want, whatever that may be and make that a priority

 

[ikadasui]

My college, my job, my whole life. There's just one more class till i graduate but i'm like fuck that shit, i ain't got no more patience to deal with that crap. goddammit how i want to die.

I'd say give it your best to finish it. You can always sabotage at any point in time, but finishing the course at least gives you a better chance later on if something drastically changes your life for better

 

[CommitSudoku]

I can relate, I got a good job with great coworkers, yet I get pesky thoughts constantly that I should just quit on the spot. Was the same when finishing college. So far I haven't majorly sabotaged myself, just smaller things or physical stuff but the fear is there one day I'll be too reckless. But I want to give back to others in some form till my last day. Not that it makes up for anything. If you see no immediate end in sight I'd say to push through the last class as best you can, it doesn't have to be perfect just get through it. Then see how things go. They might change, and if they don't, least you got that degree on your resume. I just scraped through the last years of college, passing was my only consideration at the end. I'd say to try for that as well if you're one to hold yourself to crazy high standards. Best of luck in all your endeavors, wherever they lead you.