I failed my partial

[qpsns]

I feel like a dumb fuck right now.

I almost blacked out, but because of my SI I was unable to fully make myself unconcious.

Now I gotta find another method. I cannot afford SN nor N because I don't have the funds.

 

[thedaywillcome]

Why other methode, SI is always the same.

 

[Someone123]

Based on posts here partial almost always fails. There are some cases where it works- certain celebrity suicides and prison suicides for example. Several people here have posted that they tried from 15 to 25 times and even though they passed out they couldn't get it to work. Why it works in some cases and not others isn't clear. A former prison guard said he saw several successfu attempts in prison and he saw the body position, the rope position and the knot and tried to copy this 25 times and it didn't work. Why it works in some cases is not at all clear.

 

[FuneralCry]

I have never attempted hanging, and the fear of failure is what holds me back from doing it. It does sound like a risky method and a horrible way to leave this world. More than anything, I wish that ctb was easier. I'm sorry that you had that experience. The SI really can be so frustrating. I wish you the best in whatever happens, I hope you find relief from your suffering.