I Dreamt that I Died.

[virginiawoolf86]

I had a very vivid dream the other night in which I died. One minute I was alive and standing in a familiar space and the next I closed my eyes, everything went dark and I died. What was strange is that it was one of those dreams where you feel what's going on. I remember this feeling of peace wash over me, like everything was okay after I took my last breath. I felt safe and embraced.

That being said, I think maybe it was my psyche telling me it's okay to go when I'm ready. That everything will be fine and I can end my suffering whenever I see fit. That my worry over dying and dying alone isn't necessary. I've been struggling for so long and I think I needed that dream.

Anyway, thank you for reading. I just wanted to share that with everyone.

Has anyone else ever had dreams like these?

 

[lobster salad]

I recently dreamed this too. 'twas a few days back. I jumped and then blacked out on impact, I felt total peace for a while then my stupid brained questioned why I was still conscious. Shot right awake, was 4am and it was so dreadful realising none of that happened and I was still alive suffering here.

 

[WornOutLife]

Dear, I miss you so much.
I dunno if you self-banned or not but I know you were planning to ctb soon.

Anyway, I hope you're at peace but I'll be really happy if I have news about you again.

As for the dreams, I've dreamt that too. The experience is amazing.

Send you lots of hugs and love hope we can see each other again

 

[Good4Nothing]

Miss you.