I don't want to deal with people

[Tintypographer]

Everyone needs something from me. They need things to be written or they need job and career advice or they need help with problems or justifications of things. They only need. I don't want to deal with anyone, I want to disappear and not ever have been. I don't like my life and don't want to continue it.

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really stressful and tiring what you are going through. I'm sorry that you have to deal with this. This life is just so depressing. I wish you the best.

 

[lili]

This post resonates with me so much. I can't deal with people and their desires. I feel like everyone always needs something from me and I can't quite handle it now. Plus dealing with gossip from people, prying questions about my personal life. It's exhaustive frankly.

Then work, having to be dependable. If you can't make it to something they send their really blunt opinions about how much you just disappointed them.

I can't really deal with people I often just want to disappear and be done with it.

I also feel people can be so easily critical over anything.

 

[Maaizr]

yes yes story of my life for sure lol no one gives a fuck until they need something/wanna vent/some other dumb shit and even then they dont give a fuck about me specifically, they only need/care about what i can do for them AND then they completely shit the bed when its the other way around, absolute crickets haha fuck em all . people are fucking useless

 

[summers]

@Tintypographer I thought you meant you don't like having to compromise and negotiate with people to come to a deal

 

[Tintypographer]

@threesummers

Ha, no although haggling and dealing would be no more joyous.

I know it is whining but I have retired. I don't want to work and people spend hours and days bugging the crap out of me in any way they can to try and con me into finishing things or solving things. I technically work two jobs as a member of the board for a company I helped start and as a consultant to the company I retired from. But it's like they both will do anything to get me to do the stuff I retired from doing. I want to be free of it. And one thing I think about all the time is taking my own life so that they have absolutely no way to contact me at all ever.

I've even had them dispatch a person to find me at a family cabin to get me on the phone. I don't want to figure out their regulatory stuff anymore. I never did in the first place. It's why I left the first company even though I helped start it. I don't want to help them anymore, I don't want them to negotiate with me, I don't want to evaluate and give my thoughts on a proposal. I just want out completely with no contact at all.

 

[summers]

@threesummers

Ha, no although haggling and dealing would be no more joyous.

I know it is whining but I have retired. I don't want to work and people spend hours and days bugging the crap out of me in any way they can to try and con me into finishing things or solving things. I technically work two jobs as a member of the board for a company I helped start and as a consultant to the company I retired from. But it's like they both will do anything to get me to do the stuff I retired from doing. I want to be free of it. And one thing I think about all the time is taking my own life so that they have absolutely no way to contact me at all ever.

I've even had them dispatch a person to find me at a family cabin to get me on the phone. I don't want to figure out their regulatory stuff anymore. I never did in the first place. It's why I left the first company even though I helped start it. I don't want to help them anymore, I don't want them to negotiate with me, I don't want to evaluate and give my thoughts on a proposal. I just want out completely with no contact at all.

I'm sorry, I was in no way trying to make light of your situation. I can sympathize, but anywhere to that level. It seems like when I'm around, some people become incapable of thinking or making decisions.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

From my perspective, it's nice to be needed. Just over a year ago, I lost last person in this world who truly needed me, my mother, and whom I had been helping for many, many years, as much as I could, although, maybe not as good as I should have, or, as well as she deserved, because of not being able to fully give of myself in the way I am capable due to inner turmoil in my life since I was a child. Now, with no one needing me, it's something I've never experienced before, but it did set me free to take steps to end my inner pain when I am ready, which I'm working toward now. Honestly, I think it's better to be needed than not needed. I'd take it for what it is. But, I don't presume to walk in your shoes.

 

[thedaywillcome]

And I dont want to deal with this life anymore.